Perfectly Imperfect - Book 2 in the Perfect series [Watty's 2016]

Chapter 31- Explicit Content ⚠SMUT WARNING⚠

⚠SMUT WARNING⚠

It was late at night about 2AM and I was in the back lounge laying on the couch with Alex. I wasn't tired really actually in the mood for... Stuff. I turned over and looked at Alex.

"Hey beautiful." He whispered and kissed me. He bit my bottom lip asking for entrance which I denied trying to tease him. He pulled me closer and put one of his hands under my shirt and the other on my bum. I tangled my fingers in his hair and he smirked while he started to kiss down my neck.

I tried to suppress a moan as he nibbled on my neck in just the right places. He smirked again and started to pull off my shirt. Soon both of our clothes were off leaving us in our undergarments and he looked at me. I straddled him and started to kiss him again.

He grabbed my hips as I started to grind on him. He moaned and flipped us over, and might I add on the floor.

"Fuck." I mumbled. He looked at me as if asking if I was okay and I nodded. He kissed down my neck and to my bra he literally ripped it off and smirked again. He kissed down my chest and stomach to my underwear and went to take it off. I grabbed his hands and pushed him on the ground straddling him again. I started to pull down his boxers and just stopped. He grunted and I smirked pulling them down a bit more.

Finally I pulled them off and stroked his erection. He moaned loudly and I put my hand over his mouth. "Don't want to wake the others, do we?" I purred and nibbled on his ear still stoking him.

"Dammit McKenna." He moaned quietly and flipped us over. He pulled off my underwear and kissed up my thighs. He got to my... Area and put his tongue inside of me.

"Alex." I moaned pulling at his hair. He continued for a minute and stopped. He kissed my stomach and chest and nibbled on my neck before looking me in the eyes. I wrapped my legs around his waist and he slowly put his tip inside of me. He went in farther and I moaned. He started to thrust in and out after he got inside of me fully and I moaned. He grunted every once in a while and maybe screamed my name once or twice. Whos counting?

"A-Alex I'm gonna cum." I moaned in a shakey breath. He went down on me again and I came. He thrusted in and out until he came and fell besides me.
⚠SMUT OVER⚠

The next morning I was sore... Very sore. I put on my underwear and T-shirt before going to my bunk to get my clothes. I changed and put my hair up before slowly walking out of the bunk area.

"Good morning." I said sitting at the small table we had.

"Next time you and your boy toy over there have sex, keep it down!" Lexi said and Jack laughed.

"Someone's getting busy." He said elbowing Alex in the side.

"W-What do you mean?" I asked laughing sheepishly.

"OH ALEX!" She yelled and I put my head on the table.

"We weren't that loud." Alex said quietly and Jaxson laughed.

"Yeah you were." Andrew said and I flipped him off.

"Oh your never gonna live this one down." Lexi said.
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'Some say, now suffer all the children
And walk away a savior,
Or a madman and polluted
From gutter institutions.
Don't you breathe for me,
Undeserving of your sympathy,
Cause there ain't no way that I'm sorry for what I did.

And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don't feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.

The hardest part is letting go of your dreams.

A drink for the horror that I'm in,
For the good guys, and the bad guys,
For the monsters that I've been.
Three cheers for tyranny,
Unapologetic apathy,
Cause there ain't no way that I'm coming back again.

And through it all
How could you cry for me?
Cause I don't feel bad about it.
So shut your eyes, 
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.

The hardest part's the awful things that I've seen.

Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.' I sang at our last concert of the tour. It was our second to last song on our set list.

"Okay." I said into the microphone giving my guitar to my guitar tech. "This last song was originally performed with My Chemical Romance. But since we don't have them with us... We're just gonna do it with what we have." I started.

"Me and my dad, Gerard Way, wrote this song after my brother, Kellin, committed suicide. We still have no idea why he did. And we never will. So I want to say that if your hurting talk to someone. Throw away that blade you have, it doesn't help.

"If you think that nobody cares, think again. Because we care. I care. Nobody should take their lives because of bullying or anything else. People care about you. Even if you don't know it." I said and everyone cheered.

"This song is called The Light Behind Your Eyes." I said and we started to play.

'So long to all my friends
Everyone of them met tragic ends
With every passing day
I’d be lying if I didn’t say
That I miss them all tonight
And if they only knew what I would say

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day I’ll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

Be strong and hold my hand
Time—it comes for us, you’ll understand
We’ll say goodbye today
And I'm sorry how it ends this way
If you promise not to cry
Then I’ll tell you just what I would say

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I’ll fail and lose this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your

Sometimes we must grow stronger and
You can be stronger when I'm gone
When I’m here, no longer
You must be stronger and

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I failed and lost this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes.' I sang and looked down. I felt a tear run down my face and wiped it.

"So long and goodnight Philadelphia!" I said into the microphone and we went off the stage. I ran to our dressing room and cried. This was the first time I cried over him in two years.

Don't cry. I'll always be with you.
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That smut was awkward to write. Thanks @joeygraceffalover31 for the idea of Smut. Uh yeah. Gotta go... BYE! >•< MEOW!

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