Fall For The Spirit

Chapter 5 - Forever Alone

Alone.. Alone.. And alone.. That's what I feel now.. Now one can understand me, they're all misunderstood about me..

I used to have many friends, but now they left me alone.. I feel lonely in this world, it's like I'm dying.. Dying means like your heart is broken down and no soul is living..

Time goes by, nobody still want me.. I feel like I don't needed in this world. I feel emptiness. I used to be a cheerful one but since they walked away from me, I changed so was my life.. I feel depressed later and it's going worse than ever. My parents try to homeschooled me, but they still wait for the payment for my old junior high school..

And since I start my homeschooling in my house, I just keep feeling alone. With my depression getting worse, I like to cut my wrist.. Because I feel like I don't belong here. Next, I have this anxiety attack..

But I'm fine..

"I fell back down, but slowly I try to stand up."

That's what makes me better, then I try to learn my sixth sense. Try to control my emotions, more meditation, practice to control my telekinesis, keep my emotions stable.. With doing my best and pray, I hope this can change my life into my old one or even better..