Indi Crawford is living in America with her 2 bestfriends Catherine & Kellan. They are originally from the uk but moved there to pursue there dreams on becoming dancers but it doesn't turn out to well for indi when a moment her mother passes away fr...
I just lost her, I just lost the love of my life. What the fuck did I do! FUCK SAKES! "SHES GONE SIMON! GONE! SHES NOT COMING BACK BECAUSE YOU CANT KEEP YOURE LIPS TO YOUR SELF!" Anna screamed at me crying, Tobi pulled her away hugging her as for me josh was trying to calm me down. I just cried and cried again, I can't get over her. "I'm so sorry" I cried into my hands. "You fucking better be" JJ muttered under his breath. "I DONT NEED THIS RIGHT NOW JJ!-" he cut me off. "What about her Simon?! It's not just YOU IS IT! How do you think Indi feels! You haven't lost your mum! You haven't been hated by your own step mother! You haven't been cheated on! Think again on her coming back because she probably won't!" JJ screamed at me. He was right, it's all my fault.
We ended up coming home, I just went in my room, angry, upset, annoyed and we'll just broken.
Indi PoV:
The flight was finally over, I rushed out the plane and into the airport. "Baby craw" I turned around to see Kell and Brigh with open arms. I ran to them as I cried into their arms.
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"Let's get you home craw" I ended crying the whole way home telling them everything making them angry at Simon and upset. why am I so broken?
I walked into my room not talking to anyone and shutting the door. I needed to call Anna. A- India! Hello?" She sounded so upset, I feel upset just hearing her voice. I- h-hi Anna" I cried into the phone, I knew the guys were with her I could her them. A- where are you gorgeous!" She started to cry making me go off and cry more. I- I'm home and far away as I can possibly be, Anna I'm so broken. I've never felt like this unlike when my mum passed away. Simon just broke me into a million pieces, and someone else has to fix it because I'm just not strong enough. I'm not coming back to London again, ever. It's better that way so I can't get hurt anymore" I cried so hard making me not being able to breath. I continue. I- if everyone is there or Simon is, I love you Simon and that's the first time I said it, unfortunately it's for a bad reason. You made me feel so happy for once in my life I enjoyed it, I'm sorry Simon I may or may not have broken your heart but you broke mine. I'll still love you but it's over, bye guys" with that I ended the call, I need to dance to get my feelings out! I go out our apartment and into our dance studio, I started to play sad song by WeTheKings. All my feelings all poured into a dance.
I finished my dance, I'm out of breath, I'm tired, fed up, stressed, angry and upset. I heard clapping, I turn to see Kell and Brigh recording it, I walk Over and hug them both. "That's going to be on Twitter so everyone including Simon can see it" Kell posted it tweeting, @KELLHOE This dance is truly beautiful, feelings poured out making it in the spot. @IndiCraw you have really gone through so much and hope they all see this and think your amazing at dancing.
"Craw that was really beautiful" Brigh looked at me and smiled. I looked at kells phone to see that all the sidemen and Anna retweet it and saying something.
@AnnaBaz Truly beautiful talent here, we love you❤️ @tobjizzle Preach.🙏 @behzinga God knows this person is missing out, we miss you😢 @wroetoshaw Better then Beyoncé💁 @KSI beautiful India, stay strong. Yo bro is always here for you❤️ @vikkstar123 This is the best dance I've ever seen, stay positive😊 @Zerkea Damn girl, never knew you could dance like this😆 @miniminter 💔💔 No Simon don't do this to me, you're broken, I'm brown, you're hurt, I'm hurt. We're all hurt in this world.
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