Goodbye Caleb

At that moment my whole world fell apart

"Ma'am?" I hear a male voice say.
"Hanna" I hear a familiar voice say. Spencer.
I open my eyes, slowly remembering why my eyes feel so teary and why I'm here. Shit, I thaught it was all just a dream.
I sit up straight.
"What time is it?" I ask, the first words that have left my mouth since Mona's call. My voice sounds broken.
"4:30am" the doctor tells me.
He looks tired.
I try to take a deep breath to get as much pain out of my body as possible.
You know that feeling when you're worried? When you constantly feel like you are being strangled and your stomic just spins around every second.
That feeling hadn't left me since what happened last night.
I look at the doctor and I suddenly feel, no I know something is wrong.
He sits down across from me.
He takes a deep breath.
"I'm afraid I have some really sad news for you."
Everything around me starts spinning.
"As you all know Caleb had some big injuries." He goes on.
With every word he says, a piece of my brain seems to fall out.
"And despite our efforts, Caleb has just passed away." He says. "I'm very sorry."
At that moment my world fell apart. Everything around me dissapeared.
Somewhere far away I heard Toby punching a wall, I heard Emily crying very loud. Spencer buried her face in her hands. Aria started crying into Ezra's chest. And I just sat there. I stared in front of me.
I felt dizzy.
I did not know what to do.
Caleb.
No.
No, this couldn't be true, I have to wake up.
I start to pinch myself.
Someone tries to hold me, to calm me down.
I pull away.
"No" i say.
I feel tears leaving my eyes.
Everything in my mind is blurry.
I don't want this.
This can't be true.
"No, Caleb, I need to see Caleb." I cry.
I get up, but feel so dizzy, i almost fall down. Emily keeps me standing. I walk towards a wall and go stand against it in order to stabilize myself.
I want this pain to go away.
This horrible pain that's spreading trough my body.

So I know you guys really didn't want Caleb to die. But it was my original plan for this story and I wanted to stick with it. Don't worry there will be lots of Haleb flashbacks. And omg you guys , the pain of someone you love passing away is so hard to write down. I hope I did okay. I know this is really sad, but it does show that Hanna never stopped loving Caleb.
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