I can feel it, the gentle withdraw into the mind
tempting and tearing my life to shreads
shying away from socialization, straying where I don't belong
losing to the loneliness of the empty soul.
the land stretches out
so desolate, so lonely
co-dependant on friends who don't exist
unable to survive the world's change.
in silence we resolve
loosely worded promises filling the
gaps of friends forgotten,
isolated within the crowd.
I reach within the explain the obvious
how lamps shine on fire flies.
I look for anger among daisy fields
instigating from the shadows to become a savior
shrinking farther and farther into immaturity
until I become no more.
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8/6/13
I need to write more O.o
~SR