Thin Line Between Love & Hate *MJ Fantasy*

Part 3

I hear the coos of my daughter Casey and i look at her and smile she's so precious. I picked her up and began to play with her. She smiles just like her daddy and she isa daddy's little girl. Her coos turned into giggles as i made faces at her. Her giggles turned into loud cried as i heard my dad

"You stupid slut thinking you're bringing another mouth to feed i will kill you and that bastard baby"

Casey disappears out of my hands and i'm bleeding from between my legs andi'm in unbearable pain. And the next thing i hear is loud thuds and screaming and sirens....

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I woke up in sweat and tears streaming down my face. I looked over and tori was sound asleep. I looked at the clock and it's 4 in the mornin. I rubbed my eyes and sighed. I really hate having a dream like this it breaks my heart to know that i'm not able to hold my baby girl Casey. I turned on my side table lamp andI grabbed my phone and dialed my brother's number. He's the only person i can talk to about this dream. Damn he's not answerin he must be sleep guess i could finish my home work to pass some time because i won't be able to go back to sleep. I grabbed my homework and started ot. About an hour into doing my homework tori's side lamp came on i looked over at her rubbin her eyes and sittin up. "Sorry did i wake you"

She shrugged "A little what are you doing up Haley?'

"I had a bad dream and i couldn't sleep so i thought i'd finish my homework"

"Oh okay well are you okay"

I fake smiled "Yea i am i just need to finish this then tak  a shower you go back sleep"

She noddedand laid back down. I finished my homework and put t in my bag. I went to the bathroom and turend on the hot water. I got in the tub and sat there under the water and cried. I have so many emotions goin threw me right now grief and anger i honestly don't know what to do i thought i left all my problems in indiana but they only followed me after seein michael and knowin he stills blames me for his hopes and dreams.

After my little break down in the shower i got ready for my first class. I tried calling my brother again and this time he answered he's sounds very tired "What' up Hale sorry i misse your call earlier"

"It's okay James i was just spooked out by a dream that i had'

"What was it about"

"Umm well i can't tell you right now i'll text it to you"

"Okay ummm somebody wants to talk to you"

"Who is it"

"Umm" He handed the phone to somebody and all of a sudden i heard my dad's voice "Haley how are you"

"Uhh i'm fine dad what's up"

"Me and your mother wanted to know when we were going to see you again"

"I uh don't know i haven't really settled in my dorm just yet"

"Ok well we hope it's soon bye haley" With that he hung up the phone.

Well that was weird since when does my dad ever talk about missing me or my brother. I ignored that phone call and went to my first class. During my first class my text me "So what was your dream about hale?"

I sighed and typed "Casey :("

":( aww sis do you want to talk to me about it?"

"Nah you have your own problems J.J"

'You should see a doctor if you keep havin that dream"

"i'll think about bro i have to go i gotta copy some work i'll talk to you later love you"

"K. Love you too sis"

I put phone back in my bag and finished my worked and copied down the homework and and got ready for my next class.

After my classes i went to the lunch and sat at a table and started pickin with my fingers. Tori sat next to me "Hey girl why aren't you eating?"

I shrugged "I don't know i'm not hungry"

"Oh you looked stressed are you stressed?"

"Umm no well kinda it's freshman jitters"

She laughed "Hah i've been havin those too"

I smiled only if she knew why i'm really stressed she'd probably tell me to go get some help i'm close to actually goin to get help and i've only been here for two days! My little smile faded away when Michael sat in between me and tori. He looked at me and rolled his eyes at me and kissed tori on her lips. All of a sudden now i feel sick to my stomach now. I got up and grabbed my stuff.  Tori looked up at me "Where you going Haley?"

"To my next class"

"But that doesn't start for another 30 minutes"

"I know i want to get there  early"

"Okay then"

Michael scoffed and i went one to my class.

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"I told you James that little bitch is pregnant by that fucker Michael! Thats why the slut is  so fat" My mom yelled to my dad. My walked to me and pouched me in the face makin me fall to the ground. Then he stood over me and started kickin me in my stomach and back. My mother just stood there and watched as her husband assaulted her first born child laughing.

At this point i'm laying i a puddle of my own blood wishing somebody will help. I think my adrenaline stopped the painhe only thing i could think about is my little girl....

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 "CASEY!!!" I woke up screaming and crying and breathing hard. I look around my dark dorm room and saw a figure coming towards me. I sighed as i realized it was Michael. He sat on bed and turned on my lamp "Are you okay hale?"

I nodded "Why do you even care"

"Because you were screaming my daughter's name"

I groaned "Michael please leave me alone go back over there with tori"

He smirked "Tell me this how is your dad beating you this time"

I pushed him off my bed "I hate you! Thats why you are on probhation you sorry son of a bitch"

He laughed "At least i'm not the one dreaming about my dead daughter"

Tears filled my eyes  "That was very low of you" 

He just knows how to hurt me doesn't he? I swear i don't know how much i can take. I haven't been here for a week and i'm already goin crazy this is not what my college life is supposed ttro be ugh! Maybe i can tranfer schools go to john hopkins. Michael would probably follow me there too. I don't know what i'm gonna do!!!

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