The good girl and a rebel

Mess up

~Riley's pov~
I start the car, driving out of the school parking lot, not knowing where to go. Just kind of driving somewhere. Hoping I'll end up at a place that I can clear my head at..

"I won't ever be able to get Maya out of my head. I don't care if we are sisters.." I let out a deep sigh. "She was adopted.. My mother left her and her mother.. Why did I think that was a good idea to leave her? She probably hates me now. There's no way she'll take me back.."

I take a deep breath, not sure what to do. "Fuck why is this so hard? We've literally known eachother for three days. FUCK." I yell out, punching the steering wheel, almost hitting the car infront of me.

"Ugh.." I sigh deeply. I soon stop at a stop light, looking down at the gas, seeing it almost on empty. "Fuck.." I breathe out, "how long have I been driving?.." I ask myself, soon stopping at a gas station.

I get some gas, also going into the store. As I'm in there, I see Farkle at the counter. I walk up to him, tapping him on the shoulder. He turns around, seeing it's me, his eyes widen. "R-Riley?!" He says shocked. "Wh-what are you doing.. Here?.." He asks, his hand making its way to the back of his neck. I roll my eyes as I let out a slight sigh. "I was driving and needed gas."

"Uhh.. H-how's it goin' with Maya?" He asks, taking a step back. "Shit went down. I fucked up badly and now she's angry at me."

"Heh. Well. I.. I need to go- bye!" He says, practically running out of the store. I roll my eyes, getting some chips and going back out to the car. I lay my head on the wheel, not knowing what I'm supposed to do. "What the fuck am I supposed to do? There's no fucking way I'm going back home." I let out a deep sigh as I drive out of the parking lot, finding myself going back to Maya's house.

I just sit in my car, afraid to get out, afraid Maya won't ever forgive me. But I get out, going to her front door, knocking.

Nothing. I sigh. "What am I supposed to do?.." I say as I start walking around the house, thinking I can maybe go in through a window. I see Maya's window, I climb up to it, finding it's unlocked. I slide it up, going into Maya's room, only to find that she isn't here. I sigh deeply. "Maybe.. Maybe she'll be back soon.." I say, still having hope.

"Why am I even here?" I ask myself, sitting on her bed. "Why was I so fucking stupid? When I know she's broken and insecure. I still thought it'd be a good idea to fucking leave her. Even if we are fucking related I don't fucking care."

I hit my head out of anger. "Stupid. Stupid, stupid!" I say with every hit, hitting mtself harder each time. "I don't even deserve her. Auggh. FUCK." I yell, slamming my fists on her bed.

Her door is quickly opened, "Riley?!"