Look Closer | Mavi | Dreamingletters & LittleCarokind

22. A Shower

Avi's P.O.V.

Damn.

I shut the bathroom door behind me and close my eyes for a second as I'm trying to understand what just happened. The moment he dropped his pants and showed me all of him was filled with so many different thoughts. I was eager to see him, but anxious as well. Anxious to see if what he has to offer would be to my liking. As he was opening his pants, my whole body was literally humming with anticipation. And wow, he definitely was all that I imagined him to be and so much more. I didn't want to stare at first so I just let my gaze shift downwards for a split second. Then he asked me to reveal myself. I did it and so we were standing across from each other, me being stark naked and Mitch with his pants pooling down around his ankles.

The situation was, perhaps, a little bit awkward and not something usual, but it was something I really needed to do in order to find out more about myself and about what I like. And after seeing him, a part of me wanted to touch him so badly. But still I was not sure and I didn't want to start something without being entirely certain that I could do it. Therefore I was glad that Mitch got us out of the situation by telling me to get back into the bathroom and get ready.

Get ready... something easier said than done, after what has just happened. Mitch touched me in the best way possible. No woman has ever made me feel the way he did with just a few movements of his hand and kisses down my neck and breast. I close my eyes and take a hold of my erection. I firmly stroke it while imagining Mitch's touch. It doesn't take me long to get to the sweet release and I have to bite my lip hard to not be too vocal. If only the thought of being with him makes me feel like this, how will actually being with him feel like?

I come down from my high and clean myself up before I finally get dressed for the day. When I exit the bathroom, Mitch has already packed up his stuff and is ready to head out.

"Everything's taken care of, Daddy?" he wants to know with a slight smirk on his face.

I feel a blush creeping up my cheeks. "Well, I had some good... material to work with" I then say, still feeling slightly embarrassed because he knows what I was just doing inside the bathroom.

Contrary to the sassy remark I am expecting, Mitch smiles at me. It is an honest smile, he really seems to be relieved by my words.

"I'm glad that you're saying this, dear" he says and comes up to me. He softly kisses my lips and then sighs. "We need to get going. Life's calling."

I nod. "I know... but thank you for everything, babe. Spending time with you really opened my eyes and I can't wait to do it again." I lean down to him and kiss him once more. "See you later, dear."

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An hour later we're at the venue and waiting for soundcheck. And I'm thinking again. Thinking about the past night and morning I spent with Mitch and about what we did. I need to talk to someone. Someone who understands. Someone who could help me sort out the mess in my head for me. I look around the room and my eyes meet Scott's. He notices that something is going on, because he gets up and comes over to me.

"Avi? You wanna go and get some coffee?" he asks while looking at me with a knowing expression on his face.

"Yeah, why not." I get up and leave the room with him.

We settle down in one of the empty rooms and sit down on one of the sofas together.

"What is bothering you, Avi? Your date was great, wasn't it?" Scott wants to know. "Mitch told me a little bit but he was very secretive."

"It was perfect. It really was. Well, minus the part when the owner of the restaurant I wanted to take him harassed us for being two men out on a date. But the rest of it was just great. We were down at the lake, had some barbeque and just talked." I smile brightly when I remember all the things we said and did yesterday. "Well and then I told him that I love him."