do you ever feel really alone? like no one cares about. I feel like I'm going to have to do something drastic for someone to fucking notice my existence. I'm just put to the side and treated like my problems don't matter and I can't react because they'll question why I'm being such a dramatic bitch like 'we only left so we could get home quicker' (I usually wait for them to come out of school and they left before/without me) I'm frequently avoided then lied to. id much rather they'd tell me the truth rather than messing me about because I'm sick of it and I'm sick of myself. I don't know if I can be fucked.
