it had been about two weeks since i sent haera the message. we hadn't spoken to each other at all for those whole two weeks, and truthfully speaking, i was beginning to miss talking to her. but i refused to. she lied about being a part of my family. how could i forgive her for that?
she constantly messaged me, but i only readzoned her. i know it's rude, but i was just really upset.
i sat with the other members in jihoon's dorm. they were all playing video games, while i was still, after two whole weeks, thinking about how haera could have done what she did.
seungkwan turned to me to give me the xbox controller, but stopped upon seeing my facial expression. "hansol, why do you look like a sad, ugly duckling?" he stopped for a second then rolled his eyes. "wait. are you still mourning about your fake cousin, haera?"
i let out a breath as i nodded to his question.
"boy, get over it. we all knew you guys weren't cousins from the start," he mentioned. what? they knew?
the other members nodded, agreeing.
"wait, you all knew, but you never told me anything?" i asked.
they all nodded again.
"well, we wanted to tell you that you were being stupid and that she wasn't actually your cousin," jihoon began, "but you seemed so happy talking to her, and texting her really seemed to make you smile, so we decided to keep our mouths shut."
"yeah," seokmin said. "also, after seeing all your smiles and laughs while talking to her, i actually thought you fell in love with your cousin."
okay, that's just disgusting.
i smacked him with the pillow i had in hand and muttered, "you're fucking gross."
"anyways, i think you should keep talking to her," jeonghan suggested. "just message her again."
my eyebrows furrowed. "she lied to me," i repeated. "how could i just suddenly reappear in her life after two weeks of ignoring her?"
"but think about how regretful she must feel," joshua said. "give her another chance. she made you happy, and we wanna see you happy again!"
"i don't," seungkwan retorted.
"shut the fuck up, seungkwan." jihoon flicked him on the forehead.
i began to think about what jeonghan and joshua had said. give her another chance?
"why would i give her another chance at being my cousin?" i questioned.
"dumbass! i meant as a friend! be her friend!" joshua exclaimed before pinching the bridge of his nose and sighing.
"oh."
maybe i should give her another chance.
suddenly, as i was sinking deeper into my thoughts, mingyu sneezed.
"mingyu! what did we tell you about sneezing on your hand, you disgusting cunt cake?!" soonyoung scolded.
"oh, sorry." mingyu wiped his hand on my shoulder.
ew.
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vernun: hey
haeryass: whAT
haeryass: YOU MESSAGED ME FIRST
vernun: ye i did
haeryass: WHY DID YOU IGNORE FOR LIKE 7 LIGHT YEARS
vernun: LIGHT YEARS MEASURE DISTANCE NOT TIME ODJGSBXJZK
haeryass: OH
haeryass: im so stupid
vernun: omg
vernun: ANYWAYS I WANNA APOLOGIZE FOR LIKE IGNORING YOU AND OVERREACTING
haeryass: wait so r u only messaging me to apologize or do you wanna like make out
haeryass: I MEAN MAKE UP
vernun: EW
vernun: but omg i wanna be friends
vernun: not cousins
haeryass: omg ok ya lets be friends
haeryass: im really sorry for lying about being your cous tho oops
haeryass: like i was planning on telling u but i didnt know how you'd react /:
haeryass: soz bro
vernun: apology accepted!!!!
vernun: why did u even pretend to be my cousin
vernun: is it cause youve always wanted a hot and famous cousin
haeryass: no ur ugly
vernun: </3
haeryass: it was bc my friend yejin loves u and she wanted to tweet you on your birthday but she was too scared so i did it instead but i didnt expect u to reply
vernun: so ur friend wanted to be my cousin instead
haeryass: no she wanted to fuck u
vernun: oH
vernun: lol is she hot
haeryass: no she looks like a horse /:
vernun: ew wtf
vernun: can i meet ur friends
haeryass: no theyre obese
vernun: ????what????
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