Clouded ( Jc Caylen Fanfiction )

Chapter 10

( Fey's P.O.V )

I was home alone my mother and sister went out shopping this morning and I was in no mood to go with them. I sat in my room deep in thought, what was I going to tell Shane? I couldn't just cancel him coming now. I had told him my street name and house number he'd be here any minute. I let out a sigh and wiped under my teary eyes careful not the smudge the thin line of mascara on my lower lashes. As if I thought make up could make me feel better about myself.

My thoughts were interrupted when my doorbell suddenly rang. I slowly got off my bed wearing my long sleeved shirt and blue jean shorts and made my way down the stairs. Maybe I needed this, maybe I needed Shane in my life.

I opened my front door to see the beanie headed boy with dark brown eyes look at me with obvious concern in them. I blinked back the tears in my eyes and stepped to the side to invite him in. He stepped in side as I shut the door and turned around to look at me.

" Do you mind telling me what's wrong now? " he looked at me still with concern in his expression and eyes.

I sighed looking down trying to figure out the words to start how I was feeling.

" I'm worried about you Fey " he broke the silence long between us.

" I told you...I'm just confused and lost...." I muttered gently.

He sighed and looked down stuffing his hands into his jean pockets at my loss for words.

" about what though " he replied.

" my life...the people in it...." I muttered.

He looked at me still trying to figure out what I was getting at, I knew it.

" can we sit down somewhere? If this is big new i dont want to end up on the floor " he said jokingly trying to crack a smile that never came.

I nodded gently leading him into the living room and sat on the couch next to him as I looked down at my lap.

" what people..., me? " he questioned with a charming smile.

" you, other people..." I muttered tearing up slightly thinking about Jc and my dad.

".....who are the other people." he asked looking at me still.

The tears began to come as I gasped slightly.

" my da-ad..." I gasped crying.

" what happened to your dad? "

" he works in the army and he's in Afghanistan right now..." I muttered solemly

We spent another couple hours talking about me and all my troubles in my life.

"im so sorry, For everything." he said bringing me close before hugging me.

Minutes went by without either of us moving from our embrace. It felt as if Shane understood what was going on in my life and taking away all the pressure it lets on me. It felt good to have someone who was there to listen to me and give me the right advice. Im so glad i met shane, i dont know what i would do without him.

There was a sudden noise that came from the front door as a girly voice echoed throught the empty hall way. 

"WHY HAVENT YOU CALLED ME BACK OR ANWSERED ANY OF MY TEXTS!?" She yelled as she entered the room Shane and I were in. 

Both our head snapped back to look at the blonde headed girl as she entered to room. I looked at her confused  after seeing her facial expression. She looked completely and utterly shocked. After a few moments of silence i began to notice the reason for her looking at me in that way.  I  was basically on top of shane with his arms around me to comforting me. 

I stared at her facial expression as she tried to process what she was going to say next. Expecting a scolding from her left me speachless at the words that left her mouth.