Clouded ( Jc Caylen Fanfiction )

Chapter 12

( Perris' P.O.V. )

I dont know where im even going i just know that i had to get out of there. I couldnt tell if i was upset or disappointed that Fey my so called bestfriend trusted him over me. I have know her my whole life and he just comes in and takes that away from me. I dont know what he has that i don't. I hate that he thinks he's better then me and can just take away my best friend like that.

I know more about Fey then he will ever will and probably care more about her then he does. And whats up with that stupid beanie? like it's not even winter, it's mid summer. He's not going to get away with this, he proably has something to hide and i will find it. 

I didn't know if it was more hatred or jealousy that made me act this way around Shane. I didn't understand what Fey saw in him even if she were dating him or not, I didn't trust him and sure as hell wasn't going to let him just get away with taking my best friend. I hated how she always got all the nice and charming guys and I always got the boys who were assholes and just wanted me for sex or my body.

I guess I still had hope that I would find my prince Charming all though how cheesy it sounds, I was hoping maybe it would all change with this boy Jason I recently met a couple weeks ago.

Fey says he's nice and doesn't think much of him but again I guess she shouldn't because of how loud he is. I don't have a problem thought I just don't need to get him angry and he won't do anything to me. That's what love is right? having a guy you're always trying to keep happy.

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard my name, " Perris right? ".

I looked up to see the brown eyed boy who has my best friend by the end of his fingers standing in front of with his hands in his jean pockets. I crossed my arms and looking at him with burning hatred in my eyes.

" Yeah, and you're talking to me why? " I asked a little harsher than I meant to be.

" Whoa, I just happened to be walking home and you were here and it's getting dark, sorry for trying to look out for one of Feys friends" he replied.

" You don't need to look out for me " I hissed getting up getting to almost his level because of how close I was to being his height.

" What's your problem with me? " he asked somewhat defensively with a teasing smirk.

" my problem is that you're an asshole " I growled before turning around to walk away.

" what I thought you were used to boys like that " he commented teasingly again trying to make a joke out of this. What a douche bag.

That hit a nerve how the hell could he say that to me, he doesn't know what I'm going through and how I'm feeling.

" what the hell is wrong with you " I turned around glaring at the beanie headed boy whose smile faded from his features when he saw my expression. I sighed deeply trying to hold in my anger and turning to walk away again only to be stopped by his words.

" Perris look I'm sorry " he said.

I stopped and turned to look at him again as he obviously had guilt in his brown eyes as I stayed silent to wait for him to continue. I guess he didn't expect me to wait for more of a response as he looked like he were thinking of more to say.

" Look, can't we just put whatever it is behind us and try to get along? " he looked at me as I looked down. " it seems like you're more mad at me than you are at Fey " he finished.

He was right on that, I had completely forgotten why I was mad at Fey it was Shane's fault for tricking her to trust him, Shane was an asshole I could tell and I didn't want to see my best friend get hurt.

" You're right on that, I am mad at you " I said.

" Why? what did I ever do to you " he replied.

I shook my head annoyed and angry and continued on my way through the park hearing him shouting after me but just kept going, There was something about him that I couldn't read. One minute he was charming and nice and the next he could be a total asshole. He was different and I didn't know if that was a good thing or a bad thing.