Clouded ( Jc Caylen Fanfiction )

Chapter 15

( Fey’s P.O.V)

Ever since that day that Perris walked out on me and Shane talking I honestly have felt like absolute shit. She hasn’t tried to call me or even text me. I guess I have to finally tell her everything that I wanted to keep a secret until Shane made me explain myself. Does she really have to know? If I don’t tell her will she still talk to me? Perris could give me advice or maybe even know what to do. I just need my best friend back.

I grabbed my cell phone off my bed side table as I clicked and scrolled through my contacts to find Perris’ name. I press call before pressing the phone to my ear waiting for an answer on the other line. Luckily she answered on the second ring so I had no time to change my mind about telling her.

“Hello,” she answered in a sad tone that she tried to cover up with confidence.

“Perris, I’m sorry for not telling you. I didn’t want you to worry about me. It’s just I don’t want you to judge me,” I say fast hoping she won't hang up on me and make me feel like an even bigger fool than before.

“You know I would never judge you, don’t you understand that?” she said as the hurt finally showed through her tone.

“I know I wasn’t really thinking, I’m sorry,”

“Do you still need some of my amazing advice or do you still to want to tell me?” She said with a sarcasm showing through her words making me smile. There's the Perris I knew.

“Umm ya, come over? I’ll explain everything, “I said nervous .

“I’ll be there in like five minutes,” she said rush fully as she hung up the phone.

I place my phone on my bed beside me as I sat there playing and picking at my nail polish. I tended to do that when I was anxious and nervous. I thought of what to say to Perris without her freaking out. I had to explain to everything to her, but where do I even begin?. All the events from the previous past couple of days play through my head. A wave of sadness began to cloud over me and my thoughts as I started to remember Jc and how he already found the girl. Even if it wasn't the right one. He still found one.

( Jc's P.O.V )

I didn't know if I could go through with this, what If I was going to make another mistake and lose the girl who was perfect for me. I thought to myself as fear began to build inside of me. Katie was coming over later to talk and that was when I was going to break up with her.

Just get it over with Jc, she's just pulling you down I thought as I brushed my hair over with my hand placing a dark rainbow lined snapback on my head looking in the mirror. I sighed deeply adjusting the blue crewneck I wore grabbing my canon camera and exiting my room making my way downstairs and outside in the back yard.

As I looked through the camera lense, snapping and adjusting the zoom every picture i took of the world around me I began to rethink what Ricardo said to me the previous day. Am I over thinking all this or am I not thinking at all. I know Katie can be a bit snobby or even rude but I'm hoping that deep down she loves me. Maybe I love her back. Yes I said love, the girl at that party was just amazing. Now that I think about it maybe Ricardo's wrong. Maybe she is the right girl for me.

She will treat me better I just know it, she has to. She just needs time to get used to me. She'll come around I'm sure of it. I'm so happy to have found her the girl I can spend my life with. She is that girl right? Yeah of course she is. She has to be. After all she is the girl I met at the party. The shy and funny girl the made me laugh. She just has to be I know it.

( Fey's P.O.V )

Within minutes Perris arrived at me house just like she said she would. I have known her for years now and our relationship is to the point where she doesn't even knock anymore. She entered my house and my room before joining me at the end of the bed. It was weird how far she sat from me as if to distance herself.

"Your not still mad at me, are you?" I asked with worry in my tone.

She took a moment to think before she began to speak again. "No I guess not. You had your reasons, they weren't good ones but they were reasons to go by." She said with a little smile which made me giggle.

"Well I'm really sorry I didn't talk to you about everything," I said.

She looked at me with some forgiveness.

"No it's fine, I just think I over reacted," she replied with a hint of guilt in her tone.

I smiled a bit, "I completely understand if you're still a bit mad at me."

"No, I'm not," she reassured, "Besides I could never stay mad at my best friend," she finished with a laugh as she hugged me lightly.

I smiled while leaning into her hug, "I'm sorry if you thought I was choosing Shane over you," I muttered.

We both pulled away from the embrace we just shared.

"It's okay I'm just glad we're still friends," she said.

There was a small awkward pause as my mind drifted through my thoughts trying to piece the information together. How do I even start talking about something like this? I guess I'll start from the night it all happened. That's how it all started anyway.

I let out a small sigh before opening my mouth to speak, "I guess it's time I tell you what's going on," I finished getting up from my bed and leaning against my computer desk.

"Remember that new years party you dragged me along to?" I asked putting emphasis on the word 'dragged'

"I didn't Drag you along but yes I do why?" She asked mocking me slightly crossing her arms.

" Well I kind of met this guy named Jc " I continued.

" wait Jc ? , is that the name of the drunk guy who hit on you?" she asked looking for clarification and that we were on the same page.

I nodded and sighed looking at her as she waited for me to continue.

" Well, turns out I maybe have or I guess had feelings for him until he met another girl " I said as a confused look crossed her features.

" How do you know Jc has a girlfriend? " she asked.

" because he's a youtuber " I replied.

" but, what does that have to do with you? " she continued to ask.

I let out a deep sigh as the words struggled to escape my lips, " Jc was looking for me, and I guess I was ready for him to find me, but he found another girl and he thinks she's me " I said.

" and? " Perris said eyeing me waiting for a simpler explanation from me.

" I'm the girl Jc's looking for, I'm the girl he met at the New Years party " I said finally.

" then call him and tell him the truth " Perris said jesturing the phone in my back pocket.

" it's not that easy " I said as I suddenly perked up hearing a faded hello.

I Grabbed the phone out of my back pocket looking at the call screen. His initials mocked me as my heart sank and the feeling of a knots formed in the pit of my stomach. I had accidentally called the boy who clouded my brain and broke my heart and told him everything.

"Hello," he repeated

"Shit!" was the only word that could escape my lips as I hung up immeadiatley ending the call that just ruined my life.