Only Lies

Kittys stay at codys

Keith's pov

"Come to Roy's house I'm in the back. " I told kitty.
"Okay on the way I'm leaving Tia's now."
"Okay see you soon. "
"Okay. "
"Okay bye. " And I hung up the phone. I go up to knock Roy's back door again. ...No answer. I know they are in there because they were just out here with me sitting on the porch. I asked to go inside with them and Roy told me no. They are always excluding me. He says his mom only wanted Cody in the house. I'm not sure if I believe him or not though. I wait there for about an half hour before I see kitty coming over to Roy's.
"Hey. " I say
"Hey. What are we doing out here?" she ask
"Waiting for Cody?"
'Well where is he?"
"Inside playing a video game with Roy. "
"Okay how long will he be."
I was about to answer when Sam came out.
"They said they'll be out later and to just go home. They'll come get you. "
"No Cody told me that they'd be out soon so I'll just wait. "
'Who's that?" kitty whispers.
" His brothers girlfriend, her name is Sam."
She nods and says hi to Sam.
"Can you tell them that kitty's here and to hurry up. "
Sam heads back inside only to come back out moments later.
"Cody says he needs to beat this level and then he'll be out and that kitty can come inside if she wants." And she walks back inside.
"Just stay out here." I tell her
"I am but it's cold. "
" I know. " Then I think of a idea. " Get down ".
"What. ?" She looks at me like I'm crazy.
"I'll tell them you got too cold and went home. "
Reluctantly agreeing she gets down behind the black car parked in his drive way.
They don't come back to the door for awhile and kitty finally gets uncomfortable and stands up. We waited a bit longer and eventually Cody came out and we went over to his place.
Roy stayed at his house to finish his chores. We got up to Cody's room and I lied down on the floor while kitty sits on the bed. I talked to Cody and bit but other than that and the noise from the game he was playing the room was quiet.

Kitty's POV

It's been an hour since we left Roy's and I was starting to get very bored and sad. I missed him. I don't have to be with him every second but if I was I wouldn't complain. Thankfully my prayers are answered and Roy comes up the stairs. He plops down on my legs and I run my fingers through his auburn hair. He groans
"What's wrong?"
He groans again
"Tired?" I ask and he nods
"Aw poor baby. " I tease "what time did y'all boys go to sleep last night. "
"Around 3:00" he said into my leg and started to get up. He sat down next to me and I grabbed his hand. After awhile Keith, Roy, and I went down to the park and smoked a few. We ended up going to the hill and looking at the stars. When neither of us could stand the cold anymore we went to my house in hope of heat and money. Sadly we found no money but just as we were leaving my mother pulled into the carport.
"Kitty get in the house I've been looking for you everywhere!" my mother yells. I shout back telling her no.
"You didn't care four days ago!"
" Fine whatever!" and with that she walked inside. I walked at a fast pace Keith and Roy trying to keep up with me.
"Babe calm down. " Roy says trying to sooth me.
" I am calm. " I was trying so hard not to cry and stay together.
"Okay babe I'll believe you and not argue. " He gives up and walks back with Keith letting me cool off. We get back to Cody's we find out that Roy's new laptop is broken. I start arguing with Cody and his cousin Hannah about how it broke.
"It could have been his calculator being hit against the screen." I state
"No it wasn't!" Cody and Hannah yell at me.
"Yeah it might have been that. " I stand my ground. And that's when Cody slammed his hand down on the desk in his room and stood up gathering all of his voice to the loudest it could get.
"OH MY GOD KITTY NO IT COULDN'T HAVE BEEN!!!!!!" I feel myself about to breakdown completely. I step over the bed and rush down the stairs tears filling my eyes, threatening to spill. I put my shoes on and race out the door.
"Kitty! stop!" Roy shouts running after me Keith following straight behind him.
"No!"
"Kitty come on !" Keith shouts " come back!"
I continue walking with them trying to get me to come back with them but I don't give in.
"Alight well I'm going back," Roy says, fed up with me. " Kitty you know I love you right!?"
I don't respond to him as he walks away from me. Keith grabs my hand and try's to get me to come back and that is when my tears find a mind of their own pouring down my eyes. He lets go and I turn around before he has a chance to see me crying. He goes back catching up with Roy and leaving me to be with myself. I go to reck and cry to myself wishing the hell I'm living would end. Hoping and praying that someone would come out of the darkness of the night and stab me. Constantly asking myself why I'm here and why I always ruin everything. Why I always make people resent me. Why can't I be a better person that people could love and turn to when they need help. I look for something sharp in my purse. I find my eyeliner and take the cap and step on it, making a little sharp weapon to take the pain away. I eventually gather my thoughts, put my pride away and head back to Cody's. wrist burning blood streaming down it. When I get there Roy and Keith were just about to leave. I layed on the bed And almost fell asleep. I was tired and sad. I gave Roy a kiss before he left and told Cody I was going to sleep. I made my way downstairs and lied down on the couch. Thinking about what happened that night it dawned on me that Roy really wasn't going to come after me that night. I didn't expect Keith to, but I at least thought Roy would. It made me depressed, the thought of people leaving me and giving up on me. I'd understand though. People could only take so much.