Only Lies

First night of a long week

Kitty's pov

"Get out!" my mother said thorough her tears. " I don't care what happens to you anymore. I feel sorry for you and the people who are around you!"
So I left calm as a warm day down to Tia's and knocked on the door.
"Hey come in. "
"Hey can I spend the night?"
" Yeah sure. "
"Cool"
We walk up the stairs and go into her room. I lied down on her bed and we started talking about Daren.
"Tia we've been over this! you know you love him."
" No I do not." She replies smiling, holding back a laugh knowing she's in denial.
"Tia face it, you love him and he loves you, and one day y'all gonna get married and then have little Darens and Tias." I said laughing at the unrealistic words coming out of my mouth.
Tia looked at me with dead eyes and said in a more serious tone "No...no we are not."
I knew to chill about it and move on
" So we gonna get the boys?" I hoped more than wondered.
" Baby girl I'm not allowed out until my rooms done."
"But it ain't even dirty." I said as I started picking up her clothes off the floor.
"Yeah now it ain't." She laughed.
"Come on ask pleeeeeeeeaaaaassssseee!!!!!!!" I begged.
"Okay I'll ask."
"Thank you I love you thank you thank you I love you!" I squealed as we walked out into the living room. Her mom and sister were laying on the couch with Naya.
"Hey mom can I go out. "
"Is that room done. "
" Yeah. "
" It better be. "
" It is. "
We stood there for awhile in silence waiting for her to tell us we can go. She must have read our minds. She looked at us with her eyes asking why we are still there.
"Okay bye." She said and went back to watching a video on her tablet.

We texted the boys to see if they wanted to hang. They did of course so me and tia made our way down to Cody's. when we got there we headed upstairs and all the boys were there, but Zach. Roy was playing GTA while Cody helped him with the cheat sheet codes. Keith was laying on the floor watching snapchats. Me and Tia walked in and layed on the bed. I stole Cody's phone and checked my Facebook. After awhile Roy came to sit on the bed with Tia. Now I say with Tia because he sat next to her and barley acknowledged my existents. He kept fucking tickling her, touching her, for fucks sake he was flirting with her. And he wanna know why I got a little crazy. Trust me you'd get a little crazy to if you had to watch the boy who you loved and were devoted to flirt with your best friend as she let him knowing it killed you. And yet you still love The boy after he lied to you. To your face. And you can't figure out a way to deal with your anger your sorrow, and frustration. It hurt. It still hurts when I think about it, but thank god I have friends who Tia and the boys to keep me on my feet.