You'll Play The Romeo, Ill Play The Juilet. (Of Mice & Men)

Hearts On Fire Tonight, Feel My Bones Ignite, Feels Like War

A/N If you haven't noticed the chapter title is from the brand new song, 'A Love Like War' By All Time Low, Feat Vic Fuentes. Its really catchy! Go buy it! 

** Lindsay's Point Of View **

"I really like your new tattoo. Its pretty, and its a cute placement," Alan says running his finger over my now two days old tattoo. 

"I love it, she really did a beautiful job," I say pushing Alan's hand away.

He's been really close lately, and its getting a little too out of hand. He's been really flirty also, and its really making me feel uncomfortable. I am really honestly hoping that six months ago he didn't think that kiss meant anything, because it was just a spur of the moment kind of thing, I really didn't mean anything towards it.

I mean I love Alan, but I just really do not want Alan getting in the way of Austin, and I because I really love Austin.

Tonight we are going out, and Austin keeps telling me that I have to drink tonight, but I don't want to wake up tomorrow morning throwing up, and trying to get through a horrible headache. So i'm really dreading having to go to the bar, especialy because I really don't want to dress up either, but again Austin keeps telling me I must.

I finished getting ready about five minutes ago, and I was just waiting on Phil, and Alan to finsih getting ready. Austin, Aaron, Tino, and I were all standing outisde of the bus waiting for Alan, and Phil to come outside. 

I had decided to wear a short black dress that ends at about mid thigh, and has no straps. The top was frilly, and was kind of revealing. it hugged my hips just perfectly. I had just straightened my hair like always. 

Phil comes running out of the door saying how he had to make a dramatic apperence, and caused Austin to laugh.

"Lindsay, since you're the one who doesn't exactly want to go, would you mind staying behind, and wait for Alan? The bar is just right over there, and Alan shouldn't be too much longer," Tino states

"Yeah, you guys go get plastered," I say chuckling 

I watch them walk out into the distance, and right before they disapear Alan appears from the bus. I will admit that he does looks really attractive. He has his hair out of his face like usual, his pants that are ripped across the knees, and a plain black shirt. 

"Hi ginger princess," I say while e walks over to me with a grin on his face. 

"Hey beautiful," he says. 

He wraps his arm tightly around my waist making it impossible to get out from his grip. i give him a small smile, and turn my attention back to walking over to the club. Alan pokes my side with his free hand, and I squeal a little bit. 

"Alan! Why would you do that?" I whine

He shrugs his shoulders, and lets go of my waist. I hit Alan's shoulder, "tag you're it," I say running away from him, and into the club.

It was my only escape before he woud have tried to pull something on me. You'd think that maybe he would have some type of respect towards Austin because Austin is like his brother, and I am Austin's girlfriend.

I walk into the bar, and immediatly see Austin. I rush over to him, and sit down. 

"Do you want anything to drink, dear?" He asks setting his hand on my knee. 

"No i'm good. I think we should have at least one person who isn't shit faced to get us back to the bus," I say as Austin laughs, and orders another drink. 

I never understood why they like to go drinking. Drinking isn't really my type of thing. I'd rather be at a coffee shop downtown where the music is soft, and not hurting my ears. But I'll go where Austin goes, even if I don't want to because to make it a good relationship, one has to sacrifce some things, to make the other person happy. 

Phil stumbles away to what looks like to talk to a lady. Austin, and i laugh at him, and watch him aimlessly flirt with the pretty brunnette.

** Thirty Minutes Later ** 

"Oh my god, you're Austin Carlile!" A couple of very provacative girls say approching Austin with their phones, "Could we get some pictures with you?" 

"Yes, of course," he says competely blowing me off, and walking away to get pictures, and talk to them.

I sit there for about five minutes, and the crowd around him just seems to get bigger, and bigger, but I just push it to the back of my head, and Alan begins to walk over. 

"hey pretty lady," He says putting his arm sloppily around my shoulder, "what have to been doing this fine night."

I can smell the faint scent of whisky wavering from his breath.

"nothing," I grumble.

"Those girls around him making you jealous?"  He asks 

"No I don't care. The thing is he just completley stopped talking to me to go talk to his fans. Sometimes it seems like I'm a last priority. I was a last minute thing for this tour, hes always putting his fans first, and the months you guys were in the studio we went almost three months without really talking to each other unti we had our fight, and he finaly realized that while he was out having fun every day, I was at work or at home bored, and lonley," I say with a couple tears rolling down my face. 

Alan reaches up to my face, and wipes them away. 

"If I were him, I wouldn't be like that. You are a great girl, and you shouldn't feel the way that you do," he says 

"At least somebody gets it," I say standing up, "I don't want to be here anymore,"

"Do you want me to go with you? I don't mind, I just want to make sure that you're going to be okay." he says grabbing a hold of my wrist.

'Yeah, I'll be fine," I say walking towards the door. 

I open the door taking one ast glance at Austin who looks like he is programming numbers intoo phones. 

He doesn't even realize that Im leaving. 

I take a step out into the cold night air, looking past me into the dark sky. 

It really is remarkingly pretty at night. 

"Wow," I whisper to myself, "Its so pretty.

'Just like you," A man says grabbing a hold of my wrist. 

My first reaction is to scream, and run away, but before I can react his hand clamps on my mouth. I kick him straight between his legs in his no man land. He doubles over in pain, and i quickly shake it off, and dash towards the bus. 

I finally reach the bus door, and swing it open, slamming it behind me. i run back to the bunks, and crawl under the covers of my bunk. The bunk I haven't yet sept in this tour. Tears come rolling down my face, and I burry my head in my pillow. 

I scream into my pillow over, and over again until my voice is gone, and i cant cry anymore. I switch my pillows around, and I hear the door open. I expect to hear all of the guys, but I don't I only make out the sound of one person. 

I can begin to hear the light footsteps of somebody. I see the skinny legs of non other, Alan. 

"Lindsay?" Alan asks bending down putting a hand on my face, "No, don't cry,"  He says wiping the tears away from my face. "Do you want me to lay next to you?" 

I nod my head, and he tells me that he'll be right back, and he walks off. Before I know it he comes back in shorts, and no shirt on. He climbs into the bed next to me, and closes the curtain. I  chest my head on his chest, and begin crying again.