You'll Play The Romeo, Ill Play The Juilet. (Of Mice & Men)

Family

The past month living with Austin has seriously been the best month ever. Austin has really lead me to open up my eyes to certain things, and honestly it has been giving me such a better look on things, and I no longer look at almost anything the same way I used to when I was living by myself.

The only problem right now is the fact that I am perfectly happy during the day, but then at night I feel so alone, and broken. I have major panic attacks, and breakdowns. I started self harming again, which is something I really am not happy with. Is really hard to hide from Austin because I don't have the proper things to hide it with.

Anyway, Of Mice & Men has been accepted to play at Warped Tour! I am so excited for them, but I am also afraid that when they leave that if something happens to me they won't be here to save me, and out of the mess that I had buried myself into.

We are going to Alan's house today so that the band can talk about Warped Tour. I begin to walk down the stairs to walk into the living room to wait for Austin to finish getting his shower, and getting ready. I check my tumblr for about thirty minutes still waiting for Austin.

"Boo!!" Austin yells from behind me, and poking my sides while I jump up, and scream.

"Austin! You could have given me a heart attack!"

"You're still here aren't you?"

"You jerk!" I say playfully hitting his shoulder as he fakes hurt.

We link arms and we walk out to the car. After what seem like twelve billion years we finally reach Alan's house. I run out of the car, and into Alan's house.

"GINGER PRINCESS!! I'M HOME!"

"BABE I AM IN THE KITCHEN," He says.

I run into the kitchen, and jump up on him giving him a koala hug, and he kisses my cheek. I jump down from him, and wrap my arms around his waist and give him a proper hug, and kiss his cheek also. We make our way into the living room, and I pull Aaron, Phil, and Tino into a hug, and sit down next to Phil, and Austin.

"so who is excited about Warped Tour?" I ask

"I am pumped!" Tino yells

"Me too," says Phil

"Me three," Aaron screams

"Me four," Alan, and Austin say at the same time, "FOUR FOUR FOUR"

Austin hits Alan's shoulder, and he looks at the ground, "Five," He says looking up with a pouty face, and jumps on 'top of Austin.

"I love you Austie,"

"Damn look at that bromance," Aaron says while laughing.

"Lets get serious guys, Warped is in three weeks, and we need to talk some importance," Phil cuts in

Alan gets off Austin, and everybody gets serious, and starts talking about which songs they are going to play, and I pull out my iPod, and go on Tumblr. They end up picking Let Live, Still Ydg'n, The Ballad of Tommy Clayton & The Rawdog Millionaire, and Second & Sebring.

I put my head in my hand and still checking tumblr as they talk about more warped things that I could care less hearing about.

"Linds, you seem bored," Austin says

"I am bored."

"Wanna hear something that'll make you less bored?" Alan says

Aaron nods his head to Tino who nods his head to Phil, who nods his head to Austin, and Austin glances at Alan,

"1... 2...3... YOU'RE GOING TO WARPED TOUR WITH US!"

I stare at them with shock, not sure what to say.

"are you kidding me?" I ask.

"nope." Alan says

'We all like you," says Phil

"and want you to come with," chimes in Tino

"and" says Aaron,

"we have an extra bunk!" says Austin who pulls me into a hug, and then so does everybody else.

This, is my family, and nobody can replace them.