SasuSaku: Our Musical Love

My Love For You

Your emotions are the slaves to your thoughts, and you are the slave to your emotions.

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I didn't know how to feel.

There was a mixture of emotions swirling around inside me, should I be happy? I was accepted into a great college where I can actually develop my music and possibly become a huge hit! But then... I'd have to leave everyone I love back here...

I don't want to leave. I want to stay here with Sasuke. I want him to be there to support me in person, not overseas on the other side of the world. "Sakura?" A voice interrupted my thought train causing me to jump slightly.

"Yes mother? Father?" I whispered, my voice barely heard. "Congratulations sweetheart," They smiled, clearly proud of their daughter, how would they feel if I turned down this opportunity? "How did I get this place?? I was sure all the colleges I applied for were here..." I asked.

"We had a special word put in for you, ensuring you went to only the best college, we'd been in contact with them for years!" My father beamed, I felt my heart twist. If I decline this, I'll be throwing away years of their effort.

But I don't want to go. Not without Sasuke. I turned to the brooding corner and saw Sasuke was no longer there, but the balcony doors near there were open ever so conveniently. "Thank you for this opportunity mother, father, I love you guys so much!" I smiled waving a bye to them.

I weaved through the crowd receiving a bunch of 'congrats' on the way. Stepping out into the fresh, cool, air, it would make sense that anyone would want to be out here. I shut the balcony doors behind me and approached the railing beside Sasuke.

"You're going to America, huh?" He sighed, staring at the full moon. I looked at the moon too and nodded in agreement, "So it seems... but...!" I tightened my grip on the railing and stared at Sasuke's face, "I don't want to go,"

His eyes widened before he frowned and flicked my forehead, "Don't be vague, just go, it's your dream isn't it?" I held my breath and shut my eyes. "It's also my dream to be with you," I stated clearly, expecting a chuckle or sarcastic remark, I braced myself.

But his extended silence made me uncomfortable, "Sasuke-kun...?" I whispered, looking up into his blank expression- his bangs casting a shadow over his eyes. "You should go to America," He finally uttered, his words barely comprehensible. 

"I won't go! I'm staying with you forever!" I retorted causing him to click his tongue, he grabbed my wrists and towered over me, my back pressed against the banister. "You're going to America, you don't need me," He growled, I clenched my fists and felt a vein pop.

"What is your problem?! I'm willing to throw my dreams away for you and you don't give a damn! Do you not see how much I love you?! I refuse to part with you!" I practically screamed, thank god for the loud music in the main hall.

Sasuke began to grind his teeth before kissing me roughly. He was romantically assaulting my mouth, his arm squeezing the flesh on my back and his hand crushing my wrist. He constantly attacked my lips without giving me second to breath.

I began to feel faint and my legs were drained of strength, "S-Sasuke-k...un.." I managed to stutter between the kisses. "Tell me Sakura," He growled, attacking my lips straight afterward, "Do you like my kisses?" He smirked, taking my ability to answer.

I struggled to bring my arms up and hesitated to push him away. "S-Stop..." I whispered, he hummed in response, his kisses getting rougher and urgent. He caught my lip with his teeth and tugged gently making me groan.

He sighed onto my lips making my breath hitch, his hand traveled down my stomach, teasing the waist of my jeans. I stopped his hand from going any further and separated myself from him, "T-That's a bit far... Sasuke-kun..." 

Before I could take another step, he tugged me by my arm making me collapse into his chest, "Sakura..." He moaned in a raspy voice, "You don't know how long I've wanted you," He squashed my body into his and sighed into my shoulder.

I tugged on his collar and whimpered in his ear, he groaned and held me even tighter, placing his lips on my neck and softy sucking. "S-Sasuke-kun..." I moaned, feeling like I was melting by Sasuke's touch, I gripped onto him just to stand up, he's making me weak.

He began to suck harder on my skin making me shiver, "S-Sasuke-kun..! We can't do this here!" I swallowed, my words barely escaping my mouth. He stroked my hip and brushed his lips against mine, "We can do it anywhere," He blew on my ear.

I placed my hands on his lips and looked away with my red face. "If this is your way of getting me to go to America, it's not working, I'm sticking with you no matter what," I sighed, walking back to the balcony door, "You can't change my mind,"

Shutting the doors behind me, I let out a sigh, "Hey Saku... what's that on your neck?!" Ino shouted, causing everyone to look in our direction. I slapped one hand over her mouth and the other on my neck, dragging her to the bathroom.

I brushed my hair out of the way and ran my fingers over the red mark on my neck. "Damn you Sasuke-kun! How dare you give me a hickey!" I yelled, clenching my fists. "Ahaha... So you guys have been doing some lewd things alone, hmmm?" 

I eyed her bag and grabbed her shoulders, "You gotta cover it up Ino! I know you've got some make up in there somewhere!" I stared deep into her eyes and she grinned, "Super Ino on the scene!" She got out foundation, concealer and smothered in on my neck.

"So... I heard you were going to America," She began, I lowered my gaze and twiddled my thumbs, "I'm not, I'm going to decline it," She almost ripped my neck off as she jumped back, "What?! Are you crazy!?" I rubbed my neck and glared at her.

"Try not to break my neck," I snorted, glancing over at her, Ino was hyperventilating, "You turned down a trip to America?! That's like throwing your life away!" I pursed my lips and stared at myself in the mirror.

Sasuke is my life, and I'm not leaving him!