SasuSaku: Our Musical Love

Friday Part Two

You'll never know what it's like to lose a best friend until you look back and you don't feel safe enough to fall.

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I wandered out the classroom and through the empty halls with Kiba following behind me. I walked with my hair covering my face, thinking about what just happened. Does Sasuke still want to be best friends? I care for him but... he might not feel the same after what just happened.

My eyes began to feel wet so I pinched the skin between my thumb and first finger to stop them from flowing. "Are you alright?" Kiba asked reaching out for my shoulder. "I'm fine," I said trying to keep my voice from wobbling.

Kiba didn't respond, there was just silence. I turned around but I didn't see Kiba there. "Kiba-kun...?" I whispered, looking down the hall. Where did he go? I felt large hands wrap around my legs lifting me up into the air making me squeal.

"K-Kiba-kun!" I squeaked. He laughed and held onto my legs tightly, "Hold on tight if ya don't want to fall off!" Eh? What does he mean? I opened my  mouth to speak but only a scream came out. Kiba was running full speed down the hall and up the stairs.

I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and buried my head in the back of his neck. The wind brushed over and around my head. I heard a door open and a gust of wind greeted me. I looked up and saw we were on the rooftop.

"Ki-Kiba-kun! What was that for!?!" I yelled moving my head back a little. "It was to cheer you up!" He gave me another toothy grin. I felt my face flush and I looked away. As the wind weaved in and out of my hair, I got cold. Kiba seemed to notice and he put me down gently.

He took his jacket off and pulled me in for a hug, then wrapping us back up again. Kiba's body is so hot. And we're so close to each other... He sat down and leaned against a wall making me do that as well. I sat in between his legs with my back pressed against his chest.

"K-Kiba-kun?" I whispered. He put his head on my shoulder and hummed. "Let's stay like this for a while," He whispered wrapping his arms around my waist. I felt my face heat up drastically and I looked down at his hands.

I reached up and held his hands softly and stared into the sky. What felt like mere seconds could've been hours. "Hm? Ah, we should probably go," Kiba sighed, standing up and taking his jacket off of us. "Yeah," I began to walk when I felt something warm go around my shoulders.

"Kiba-ku-WAAA!" I squealed as I was lifted into the air, "C'mon Blossom!" Kiba laughed, racing down the stairs. I held on and began to yell at him, "Why do we have to do this?!" I was leaning backwards with a red face, kicking my legs.

"Because it's fun!" He laughed back. It's like he doesn't care what other's think about him. I guess I should think like that too. If I want to do something, I should just do it, who cares what other people think? I began laughing along with him.

This is really fun! We went faster and faster down the hall, people began to look like blurs. Kiba bumped into someone and I went flying through the air, "Eep!" I squeaked, flying into the person's chest. I ended up on top of them on the floor.

I opened my eyes and saw Sasuke laying on the floor with a flushed and angry face, "A-Ah! Gomenesai Sasuke-kun!" I almost yelled. I stood up and pulled him up as well, "And you were on his back because...?" Sasuke asked, looking deep into my eyes.

"Piggy back ride..." I muttered, averting my gaze to hide my reddened face. Why am I blushing? It's only Sasuke. "Hn... See you later," He hummed before walking past me like I didn't matter. I looked over my shoulder and saw Sasuke didn't even look back.

He must hate me right now. I kept staring at his back when I saw Naruto jump on him and glare at me, I literally shivered. The rest of his gang came and all glared at me in unison. I lowered my head so my hair covered my face, so no one could see my tears.

"Bloss-" Kiba reached out to me but I barged him out the way and ran down the hall, pushing everyone out the way. I kept running until I was right behind Sasuke's friends. Then I ran even faster, pushing them out of my way, not letting them see I was crying.

"Sakura-chan...?" I thought I heard Sasuke whisper. I know I'm just imagining it though, Sasuke doesn't care for me.... not anymore at least. As I reached the gates of the school, the bell rang, signalling the first lesson. My chance to leave just flew out the window.

I cursed beneath my breath and turned back to the towering building ahead of me. I guess I'll have to survive this for another 6 hours... I slumped my shoulders and dragged my feet, sliding ever so slowly back to school, wiping my tears away.

When I'd finally reached my classroom, I mumbled, "Sorry I'm late..." Before shuffling to the seat in the back right corner. I just want to be away from everyone right now. Just as my luck had it, Sasuke wandered in the classroom after I sat down. And he sat beside me.

I didn't look up the whole lesson. I don't even know what we're doing. All I had in my mind was how Sasuke didn't care for me anymore. I clenched my fists and began to shake. My eyes dared to shed tears, slithering down my face, and dripping onto the paper.

I stifled my sobs and grit my teeth together. No one noticed I was crying, which was good. A piece of paper landed on my desk saying, 'You shouldn't cry Billboard brow, tell me what happened after this lesson, k?' Billboard brow... Ino-pig!

My eyes darted up and I saw Ino smiling at me, it was warm and caring. Like how Sasuke used to smile at me. I forced a smiled and she turned around after giving a thumbs up. My hands were still in a fist, and I was still crying though.

All that ran through my mind was that Sasuke doesn't care for me anymore, that our friendship was worth nothing. The bell rang to signal lesson was over and I was the first out the classroom. I forgot about Ino wanting to talk to me, and I ran to the rooftop.

I pushed through the door and ran to the railings. My eyes were still clouded with tears and I felt dreary. My head began to pound like my heart and I felt adrenaline rush through my veins. Every instinct of my body was tell me to jump.

But I couldn't. Because my parents will miss me, Itachi will me miss me, my friends will miss me. I felt the world moving forward and I realised I was falling forwards,towards the railing. Sasuke, you were always there to help me when I was falling. I glanced back and I saw no one.

I saw the cold hard ground waiting to greet me. I let one last tear slip before I blacked out. Can I even trust you anymore Sasuke? No, I can't. You weren't there for me. I'm not worthy of your care. I'm not worthy of your friendship.

I'm not even worthy enough... to even know you...