Biologically Yours

Packing baby

^Im sorry, I know I just did a 4 month time skip but nothing happened in between then.^ 

You and Mark got married. A few weeks ago. It was merely a courthouse wedding. You couldn't have a ceremony. Huge risk that Sehun or Rocky would find out. Rocky doesn't know May is born. He won't until you've left. 

Over the past month Mark had come over everyday and helped you pack or watched May so you could pack. Even though you were married to him now he didn't want to move in. You couldn't blame him. It's Sehun's house. And you couldn't move in with him, he still lived in a dorm with Bambam. Before Got7 all parted ways. "Nyssa!!" Mark yelled from the living room. You were in your room packing your clothes; the last things out. "Yeah?" You answered "Is it time for May to have a bottle?" He yelled back. "Yeah, can you feed her for me?" You asked as you came out of your room. Mark nodded and you thanked him as you poured milk and formula into a plastic bottle. 

Mark took the bottle from you and sat down with May and started to feed her. You smiled, he was so good with May. 

You looked around your house. Your boxes filled with yours and May's things cluttered the pretty house. You felt like breaking down and crying. This was your first home away from your parents. You remembered moving in here 2 years ago with... Sehun-ah .   You would cook him his meals and he would take you places. You remembered your first night sleeping with Sehun. You remembered everything good but also all the fights. The screaming fights where you would scream and bawl and Sehun would yell and throw something glass on the floor for it to shatter. The night where you would go home and wouldn't come back for days. You remembered the fight you had 2 days after Sehun came home. He didn't pay attention to you and you cried, then he went to the store with you and you fought in the store. So embarrassing. That was the night you told him about May... 

Of course with all those fights came the make-ups, the sweet kisses after you would apologize. The way he would cuddle you when you went to bed. The way he'd have to leave early to shoot the tv drama or record a song, he'd leave you a cup of your favorite bubble tea on the counter with an apology note. You missed Sehun. You... Cared deeply for him. Not love. Love records no wrongs, love is not jealous, love forgives, love is intimate, love is loyal, love is special. Sehun-ah would record your wrongs and you, his. Sehun was jealous over Mark. You forgave... Later. Sehun was hardly ever intimate anymore. His kisses came after the baby. Love is loyal, you were not. Love is special, you two were not. 

You thought of Rocky, he gave you joy but hadn't come close to what you and Sehun used to have. And Mark out scored them both. 

Rocky was affectionate, a little bit thoughtless at times but he did care. You just wanted attention, that need for attention grew and you "loved" Rocky. You did nothing wrong in his eyes but he did everything wrong. Rocky didn't mean nearly as much to you as Sehun HAD or Mark DOES and forever will. 

Mark out shined Rocky and Sehun. Mark was affectionate but gave you space, he was forgiving, he kept none of your wrongs, he was never jealous. He was special. 

You two were special. You three were special. 

A family. Your family.