*Natalie POV*
How can I tell him why I'm so upset. How can I tell him I might have cancer. How can I let him know I might die. I don't know how to deal with all this at once. I'm too young to die of cancer. I'm too young to die period. I was pushing for him to stop because if I die he can't die too. I need to tell him but how.
I sat on my bed thinking and crying when Amari walked in
"I'm sorry" he sat down next to me
"Amari... I" I tried to talk but I was cut off by more tears
"Don't cry baby, you're right I needed to quit" he kissed my forehead
"You don't understand" I sniffled
"Yeah I do, I have kids now I need to be there for them and you" he snuggled closer to me
"No Amari, you don't get it" I cried harder
"What do you mean" he looked at me
"Today wasn't an appointment for Ki it was an appointment for me, baby I might have cancer" I broke down
"Baby what" Amari's voice cracked
"I might have cancer Amari" I cried
"You can't have cancer" a tear rolled down his eye
"The doctors aren't sure yet"
"Well they're wrong, you don't have cancer" he wiped away his tears
"Amari if I do we can get through this"
"You don't have cancer, I don't believe those doctors" his voice kept cracking
"Amari I need you to stay strong for the kids okay" I wiped away his tears
"We can't tell them" he cleared his throat
"If it's cancer we need to tell them" I warned him. He just looked at me and kissed my forehead.
"Amari" I looked at him
"Yes" his eyes began watering again
"We can get through this" I avoided looking at his watery eyes
"Baby it's cancer" he began to cry
"It might not be" I wiped his tears
"What if it is" his voice cracked
"We'll cross that bridge when we get there" my voice cracked
"I'm sorry Natalie I'm not trying to worsen the situation" he wiped his tears and stood up "If it is something what's the survival rate" he didn't look at me
"Not good" I admitted. He slowly walked out of the room and I heard him stomp down stairs and into his car. Shortly after I heard the car speed off.
Cancer, why cancer. I eat the right foods. I'm trying to live right. I'm taking care of my man and my kids. I'm soo close to become head chef. My life seems so good and now cancer shows up. How will I tell mom. How will I tell Beauty. How will I tell the kids. How will I cope. All these questions ran through my mind and I just sat on the bed and cried.
"Why" I screamed. Jaheim slowly walked in
"I'm sorry about earlier, I was upset" he stood at the foot of the bed.
"Come here" I held my arms out and he laid down with me. I began rubbing his back
"I'm sorry"
"I love you little dude"
"I love you too mom"
I sat there and cuddled Jaheim thinking about my possible fate of never being able to see my family ever again. I hugged him tighter.
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RomanceBeauty and the crew are back and they are going through way more drama than the first book. Read for all the make ups and break ups and drama in between
