MAD

13

Written 4/23/16

Zaida POV
Justin and I are currently on the couch watching tv. I stop flipping channels when I see a random hottie on the screen.

"Goddamn. My ovaries are screaming I want to have all his babies." I squeal. Justin's eyes practically shot out of his head and he looks angry.

"You'll have his babies, but not mine?" He raises an eyebrow. "And what the fuck? How the hell do your ovaries scream?" I fall off the couch, laughing my head off. Justin changes the channel.

"He's sexy." I giggle.

"What am I?"

"A cute chubby bunny/puppy/muffin."

"I'm fat?"

"No you're not fat. Stop being so insecure Justin. I'm never going to meet him it doesn't matter. Gosh." He takes EVERYTHING so seriously.

"I know I'm not fat." He winks and pulls his shirt off. "I'm sexy." He starts thrusting into the air. I laugh hysterically.

"Yes Justin you are." I giggle.

"Come here. We can be sexy together." He pulls me onto him so that I'm straddling him while he lays down. This is so sexual.

"This is far too sexual." I try and get up and his hands hold me in place.

"I like it." He places my hands on his chest and he closes his eyes. I run my fingers over his perfectly chiseled features, from his midsection to his face. He moans loudly. "Kiss?" I comply and bend down and peck his lips. "Don't tease me." I bend down again and this time he smacks my butt and kisses me passionately. I know he's dying for more. I just can't give it to him.

I feel him his sudden hard under my butt and I become alarmed at how my body naturally reacts to it. I slowly grind on top of him without breaking the kiss. How can something so wrong feel so right?

Me being the awkward girl I am jump off suddenly, to use the restroom.

Justin POV
I flip to theNews channel to see if there's any updates on the search for Zaida.

"Just last week, if things couldn't get anymore heartbreaking and tragic, a young man by the name of Marcus Brown attempted suicide-" The news anchor announces. "Coincidentally, Marcus was very close to the missing woman, Zaida Williams. Zaida and Marcus lived in the same apartment building and they both had a strong relationship with Michael Roberts. Roberts was the one to find Marcus and call the police. He said he hadn't heard from him since Zaida went missing and figured it was his way of coping, but after 3 months he began to worry, especially after hearing about his breakdown at work. Michael said that everyday Marcus would flip his mat to show that he was home, but on the day of the incident he didn't." The screen changes to the interview with Michael. "Marcus is a man of habit and every single day when he gets home from work he flips his mat up to show that he's home. On Wednesday he didn't. I thought that was weird because his car was parked in his spot and I had seen him go inside and he never left. I just had a bad feeling and decided to check on him. After knocking on the door over and over and he didn't answer I assumed the worse and went back to my apartment to get the spare key he had given me. When I got in I went straight to his bedroom and pounded on the door. When I kicked the door down, I saw him laying back on the bed and there was spilt water on the floor and an empty pill container. I checked his pulse and called police immediately while trying to wake him up. I'm truly scared for him, he's a bright boy and losing his best friend is ruining his life." I hear Zaida coming out of the bathroom and quickly change the channel. If she finds out about this she'll kill me and be absolutely sick. I hate having to keep secrets from her but I have to. I can't afford to lose her, my feelings for her are starting to be reciprocated, this is the closest thing to love I've felt in ages even if she hasn't said it yet.