Gotta Love Her

Chapter 2

Bre,

One of the only reasons that I hate school is becuse all the niggas be tryna holla and fuck and duck. Me and Sades cant even walked down the hallway without a guy coming up to us with that aye lil mama douche shit.

Wass gud lil mama" somebody said. I was getting ready to cuss them the fuck out when I turned around and it was my nigga Javier. Yea I kno he got that long ol name shit some me and Sades just call him Javi and bitch nigga.

"Bitch nigga you know how lucky yo ass is?" I asked turning the corner.

"Naww hoe u know how lucky your ass is that I aint tagged yo ass by now?"

I laughed, me and javi that close and we been friends since sixth grade. In sixth grade I couldnt really be with all them girly bitches. So I was friends with Javi.

"Wass gud Sadie wen u gon let me take you out?" He asked putting his arm around her waist.

When you get yo thirsty ass a drink of water. Never nigga."

Aww thats creep u kno"

Not as creepy as yo ass"

Javi was like our big brother and Sadie never wanted to break that bond. But eventually she got over Javi.

"Dam nigga where you got them shoes from" i asked

Javi was wearin somme navy blue and white samoas with some navy blue cargos and a white v-neck. He had onn a nice navy blue roly that im finna go to his house and steal from his ass.

From yo ass, wherre else you get shoes from smart ass."

"From that crazy nigga on the street talkin bout "i dance naked for money"

We all laughed and Sadie and I went to our lockers . I pulled out my books and was walking to the courtyard when i bumped into

Dammit not him

Dre,

I was walking to the cafeteria to see my crew when some bitch bumped into me. I was a lil heated at first but when she bent down to pick up her books i caught a nice view of that ass thoe. Im tryna hit it from the back.

i bent down and picked up the rest of her stuff for her. when she looked up at me i was amazed . She was shorter than me so I was kinda lookin down at her.

She hd brown hair the most deep brown eyes ans she looked fine as fuck. Thats wifey material. In my head i was ready to fuck and duck but this girl seemed special.

"Sorry " she said taking me out my thoughts

"Naw lil mama you int got nothing to be sorry for"

I could see her tryna hide her smile. Was she blushing, over me?

"You should come over my house to chill"

"Umm no thanks" she said mugging me and then she walked off.

Did this girl really just reject me the sexiest guy in the school.....

I knew she was special.

Bre,

I knew who he was. And i knew he knew I knew what he was tryna do. I dont wanna admit it but he was kinda cute, ok he was sexy asf.

But im still afraid that if were together hes just gonna break my heart. And i dont need that.

Ive never told anyone this, not even Sadie. But after me and Q broke up, i started cutting myself. I felt worthless and stupid like nobody wanted me. But i wasnt crazy and was tryna commit suicide, I loved being alive.

But i kinda thought cutting myself would take away the pain. But im different now . I realized that cutting myself hurts more than having a broken heart.

Maybe if he wasnt such a douche I wouldve gave him a chance. No im not ready yet.

Sadie.

I grabbed my books from my locker and went to sit at me and Bre favorite spot in the courtyard. I sat at the table under the tree and pulled my phone out.

Iont know why when I post a cute fun picture, all my followers be like that ass thoe. I absolutely hate that shitt.

I kept scrolling when I heard some giggling in front of me. It was Lorenna Ramirez. We used to be real cool until she turned into the school bitch.

Lorenna was wearing a orange and white aeropostale shirt, with some white shorts and orange toms. She had her hair straightend with a curl at the ends and a white bandana. Lorenna thought she was queen bee and shit when her and Sheniah started being friends.

Lorenna was giggling pretty hard at some guy who was all over her. I looked to see who the guyy was and it was just some nigga. Wait, is that Javier?

A piece of me was gone. I only told Bre that iont like im no more cuz she seemed so happy with us being just friends.

"Mmm he over you" a voice said. It was Sheniah and she was just watchin me watch them be together.

"Bitch yo lesian ass like what you see take a picture itll last longer." Hell yeah Sheniah was a lesbo, but she claimed she was bisexual but we all knew the truth.

She was wearing a green and white aero shirt with some light blue skinny jeans and some white vans.

"Whatever, youre just jealous that Javi doesent want you anymore. Lorenna filled your spot."

I knew not to take her words to heart, but maybe it was true.

Javi,

I was walking over to Sadie at our spot in the courtyard when I heard Lorenna call me.

"Javier, long time no see"

"Yea thats great" i was really tryna get to Sadie but Lorenna made me focus on her.

Everytime i would answer back she would giggle. Ill admit that Lorenna is fine burt i wanted Sadie.

I kept glancing over at Sadie but she was talking to Sheniah. So i guessed I had to pay attention to Lorenna.

"Soooo wanna go on a date" she asked

"Yea sure" i answered but reality slapped me in the face . Did i really just say yes to Lorenna Ramirez

She jumped a lil and that caught my attention but Sadie was better.

I walked away to Sadie.

"Wassup wit u"

"Nothing"

"You ok, did some nigga hurt you cuz ill beat his ass!"

"No im fine" she half yelled.

"Ok..."

Bre,

I walked up to our table and Sadie looked mad and Javi looked confused. Thats never a good combo.

" Whats wrong?" I asked bluntly

"I dont know" they both mumbled

"Whatever"

We just started talking and gossiping when the bell rung.

Me and Sadie walked to our first period and Javi walked to his first period with Marc, his lil frnd

FOUR PERIODS LATER...

Yeah sorry but had to leave you with that

Xoxo------Sadie

Thats Sadie---------------->