•Ready to Make a Deal•

Chapter Four - The fake confess

Everybody was enjoying this 'New Life'. The girls didn't give a damn about their parents. They were just happy they had no school, no stress, just good time. I wasn't.
I was scared, dissaponted at myself, I lied them.
Time was passing...
It was alredy the second day of the year. I woke up at 1 p.m., late as always. After a few minutes, I heard the girls talking in the hall.
Shelly: "Okay, something is up with Stan!"
Kyle: "Now you figured it out?!"
Dipp: "We have to talk with her."
Shelly: "When I tried to talk to her, she said she isn't in the mood."
Kyle: "Maybe she's sick."
Dipp: "And that's it?! You tried just once?!"
Kyle: "Well, she can't force Stan to talk."
Dipp: "Let me handle this!"
Dipper came in the room, looking at me with a worried face. She kneeled in front of me, holding my hands. I looked at her, trying to act like I didn't hear anything.
Dipp: "Stan? Be honest to me. Is there something wrong?..."
Me: "I am just not in the mood."
Dipp: "Stan, you can't fool me like that." Said she with a weak smile.
Me: "I... ^Don't tell her!^ I am just tired."
Dipp: "Stan!..."
Me: "I can't tell you. It's just that... You wouldn't understand..."
Dipp: "Try me!"
Me: "^God fucking dammit! Think of something!^ I miss my best friends."
Dipp: "But we're right here!"
Me: "Not in that way... I want you guys closer. Like the old times. Guess, I'm not included in your games anymore..." And a little tear fell down my cheek.
Dipp: "Why didn't you tell us that from the first time?" Said she, wipping my tear with her fingers.
Me: "I was afraid you will make fun of me..."
Dipp: " What?! You know that Dipp Stix would never make fun of you!"
We suddenly started laughing.
Me: "I tought you hated this nickname!" I said smirking.
She pushed me, I pushed her back, but we ended up hugging again.