T H R E E || Farewell

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My mom pays me no attention, she hasnt noticed that i got a nose piercing or that i have a couple tatoos here and there or even that i died my have orange and braided my hair!!

These are things you are supposed to notice as a parent and restrict them. i did each and every one of them to get her attention. Failed one again.

She doesnt even noticed i have a new phone. i bought myself and iphone 5s my Lg was getting old and ive had it since lydia was born and she 11 and im 17. She luckily got a refund on the motel we were at that smelled like dirty vagina, must, beer and cigarettes. i saw a roach on the wall!! im somewhat glad we didnt stay there. i sat in the backseat of our Honda Civic 2011.

i know i know old but it was cheap at the time and all she could afford after my father took everything. Lydia on my old phone playing games while i plugged my earbuds in and closed my eyes letting the music take over me. until Lydia tapped me, telling me we were at the destination. as i looked up, sure enough we stood in front of Cedars Senai Hospital in Beverly Blvd.

  i couldnt believe how desperate she was. I grabbed hold of Lydias hand. it had blisters and it was very red. i didnt want to scare her so i jus ignored it. when we got to the hospital i asked a doctor what that meant and she truthfully explained it could possibly be Pemphigus Vulgaris. and said who ever had it should be brought to her quickly because most patients die after finding out they have it. i rushed over to my sister picking her up and carrying her to the doctor. Lydia seemed scared and i tried comforting her by saying " This is a doctor that just wants to check and see if your healthy" i said a nervous smile plastered upon my face as i tried to take in the event, until i notice my m was no where to be found.  Wow mother of the year award goes to you.

I went into where Lydia was and i watched how the doctor slowly lifted her sleeves and exposed all the blisters and i gasped tear rolled down my cheeks overwhelmed but i couldn't leave there was no one else to comfort her. i stayed by herself those 3 days and i had to watch my own sister slowly die.

  I was so disappointed in my mother, i mean yeah she was a dead beat but she doesn't have the decency to make sure her youngest child is okay. Or even worry about where they've disappeared to. I knew she was desperate but wow this is low

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