Bestfriends Brother

Shower buddie

I heard the door open,

"Areal?" I called. No answer, I shrugged it off and continued washing my hair. I closed my eyes and leaned back into the water.

Hands grabbed my thighs, I jumped and looked down, Xavier knelt naked in front of me.

"What are you doing?" I was furious, but Areal was in the next room.

"Well Caden isn't here to do it, and even if he were we both know who you're thinking about," he said quietly. I smacked his forehead,

"You're insane, please stop attacking me," I turn around and face the water. His lips kiss my lower back before dropping lower. I turn again and smack him,

"Stop hitting me," he says,

"Stop touching me, kissing me, and making me feel like I'll never find anyone," I sigh, he stand up and cups my face,

"I want to make you feel like you don't have to look for anyone," he gets serious, "B, I really want to be with you. However you want it, you make me feel like I don't have to be alone. Like all the shit I've been through doesn't matter. You're not the girl who likes me because I'm in the army, or the girl who just wants me for sex, you're the girl who fits perfectly in my arms." I close my eyes, shaking my head,

"I can't be her, don't you see that? I can't be the girl who fits against all your crooked pieces because I'm the girl who has to stay afloat. I can't loose Areal, I can't loose what your family has given me," I look at him, the water soaking him now,

"You can, no one will leave because of this." He waves his hands between us, "Areal will have a fit, but she'll come back. You're her bestfriend." I look away from him, he forces me to look at him,

"Please, I can't choose between you two," I cry, he sighs. His lips find mine through the water on our faces. I lean up into his kiss, holding his biceps weakly. He pulls back and leans his forehead on mine,

"I won't stop chasing you, I'm not giving up." He kisses me again. Xavier gets out and goes back to his room, I sit down in the tub and let the water hit my head as I think.

"Goodnight Areal," I call and head out from her door, walking around to Xavier's .

I don't knock before opening the door, he's sitting at his desk. His headphones are in and he hasn't seen me. I look around and shut the door quietly, his back is to me so I drop the towel by the door.

I may not know what I want out of this, but I know what I want now. I know that he's right, I do think about him, I do want more. Areal would have to get over it, if I decided to tell her. That part was still unclear.

I approached his side, he spun in his chair quickly, yanking his headphones out,

"Jesus," he bites his lip and shuts his laptop,

I bite mine and stand between his knees, he reaches out and touches my side with the tips of his fingers. Familiar electricity pumps through me. He yanks me forward and kisses my stomach, trailing up to my neck as he stands.

"I want this, all of this," I say softly into his hair,

"Really?" He asks, pulling back to look at me,

"Yes, let's just keep it quiet for now," I say and wrap my arms around his neck. He smiles and lifts me to set me on his desk. The cold glass gives me goosebumps, but his lips trailing my thighs sets me on fire. I lean back and watch him kneel in front of the desk. His hands reach under my ass and lifts me. My legs hang over his shoulders, his mouth... I grip the edge of the desk till my knuckles go white. I lean my head against the wall as I hold back the loud moans hiding in my throat.

"Baby?" He says softly, pulling me around his body,

"Mm," I say into his neck as he carries me to his bed.

"Stay with me," he says and kisses me hard. I nod against his lips, holding his shoulders. He slowly enters me with a twist of his hips. I bite into his shoulder, the pleasure rippling through my body, causing my toes to curl and jaw to lock. He groans softly next to my ear, his body moving in sync with mine. He turns his face into my hair, a breath of hot air escaping

"Oh, Xavier," I say into his neck, holding him against me,

"Ah, Babe," he struggles with his words. I reach down and hold his ass as he growls and thrusts into me. His teeth clamp down on my shoulder, letting loose an unstoppable moan. He slows down and then lays with his head on my chest. I run my hands through his hair,

"Better than this morning?" He teases, I laugh, pulling his grey sheet over us.

"Much," I answer. He laughs and kisses my chest lightly,

"You should stay in here tonight," he whispers, I shake my head,

"I can't, it's my last night here before I go over to the condo," I say

{{AN- I know it's short. Been super busy and just wanted to put something up. Promise it will get better. Keep voting Loves}}