Secret Admirer

8

I sit on the a bench near my locker and inhale. I can't tell Louis about the note. He'll freak, and I really don't want him to. I don't want to lose him.

What I don't understand is the fact that I have a secret admirer. I'm ugly and I'm not good at anything. I sit up and swiftly take the note out of my book bag.

I run my eyes over the scrawny writing and feel a deep blush rise on my cheeks.

"Why are you blushing?" I jump in my seat and recompose my self. I look up and see Louis.

"Oh nothing." I say and he nods unsure of weather to push it or not. He sits and sighs.

"Ok then, how about we head to the library?" He asks and I quickly nod. I love libraries, I have since as long as my memory brings me to remember. The library was the place that let me get away. Get away from all my worries and bullies.

I feel a hand slip into mine and drag me towards the library. As we enter the big building full of books I spot a nice comfortable looking couch. I drag Louis next to me and we swiftly sit down. With deep sighs we close our eyes and escape the world around us.

I suddenly feel a shuffling next to me and slowly open my eyes, seeing Louis in the process of turning to face me. I chuckle and make space for him to be able to move in the one person seat.

"Thanks." He murmurs and finally faces me.

"Um Ni?" He says nervously, I nod my head to reassure him that I'm listening.

"I'm so very sorry Ni, but uhh.." He says shaking slightly and bowing his head. I catch his chin and lift it up. I look deep into his eyes, full of sadness and confusion. Why?

"Loubear, it's fine. You know you can tell me anything right? I ask and he nods slowly.

"Yea...o-of c-course." He said with a shaky breath.

"Here it goes. Ireallyfancyharryandwekindakissedinthebathroomimsorryni" I look at him confused.

"What? Lou! Say it slowly!" I whisper yell and he nods nervously.

"I...really...fa-"

"LOU FASTER!" When I realized what I just yelled out made me turn red as a tomato. I shake it off and turn my attention to Louis, ignoring all the people staring.

"Fine! I really fancy Harry and we kinda kissed in the bathroom. I'm sorry Ni." He says softly and to be honest it didn't really affect me. I sigh and take his hands in mine.

"It's okay Loubear." I say and his lips twitch up into a grin. I smile and stand up.

"How about we go off to class?" I ask, he nods and we skip into the hallway. Elbows locked together.