Secret Admirer

19

I hurry out into the halls on a mission to find Zayn.

What have I done? I was confused...but I FUCKING KISSED LOUIS! Oh my god. And Zayn saw.

Atleast this confirms my feelings towards the dark haired fellow.

I sprint through every single hall until I make it to the bathroom. I enter and see no other than Zayn.

The sight breaks my heart, he's scrunched up in the corner with his head in his knees, I can also hear his quiet sobs.

"Z-Zayn? Zayn im sorry." I don't think there's anything more to say other than that.

He looks up at my sudden voice and wipes his tears off while standing up with a tight grip on the rail.

"N-no I a-am, I rui-ruined yo-your k-ki-kiss with Louis" He says and once again shatters my heart.

What am I supposed to say? That I like him? How can I do that without seeming awkward?

I sigh and make my way to Zayn. I sit down next to his feet and signal him to sit.

Zayn reluctantly sits and deep sighs.

"Zayn." I almost whisper and take a hold of his fingers.

I play with his big fingers before continuing and look into his big brown eyes.

"Zayn, you didn't ruin my kiss with Lo-"

"Yes I did!" He cuts off and I slam my hand on his slips and shake my head.

"No you didn't Zayn. Because to be honest I didn't enjoy it, I didn't want it. Why? Because I want you. And only you." I confess and his jaw drops.

"M-me?" He asks with big eyes.

"Yeah. You." I confirm and he starts to grin, totally leaving his past state.

"But Zayn?" I ask and turn my body towards him, still having a hold on his hands.

"Why me? You're popular and with me you'll ruin yourself, you used to bully me and...why me?" I ask and he begins to shuffle on ground.

"I don't know...you're so sweet and kind, and I can't help but like you." He admits and looks down with a blush. I smile at his actions and grab his chin, to lift it up.

He looks into my eyes and I look into his, he smiles and shows those amazingly white teeth. I grab his chin with both hands and lean our heads together.

I lean my body in and suddenly feel his soft plump lips on mine. Our lips dance together and I can feel him smile into our tender soft kiss.

We reluctantly pull apart to catch our breaths and smile lovingly to each other.

"Wow." He says and gets up. I let go of his hand and he turns to me.

"Niall. I was thinking that I wanted to come out, you know with you but I think I need time. Um can we keep this to ourselves for a while?" He asks with pleading eyes.

Even though it hurts that I can't come out with him, I nod and walk out.

Oh shit. Louis.