Secret Admirer

16

"Fuck fuck fuck fuck what have I done?!" Niall whispers to himself as he storms through the canteen.

Niall felt almost disgusted with himself. He let his body take control, he trusted Zayn too fast, without knowing if Zayn was just going to prank him.

Niall shook his head at his earlier actions and sat down in an empty table. Loner, that's what he was. Louis left him for his mortal enemy, Harry and Niall seems more alone as ever.

Niall felt eyes burning into him, he knew why, because his eyes were pouring with tears. He made a mistake, he had a sexual encounter with his enemy that he couldn't trust. He knew that this was too good to be true.

Niall puts his head down on the table and squeezes his eyes shut in attempt to stop the humiliating tears.

Niall suddenly feels a comforting hand sit on his shoulder and Niall's head slowly rises up, he looks at this person and sees Louis with a sad smile.

"What do you want Lou?!" Niall whisper/yells which makes Louis flinch at his harsh tone.

"I'm so sorry that I have been ignoring you." Louis replies and sits next to Niall with a hand on his back.

Niall keeps quiet and rests his head on his folded arms.

Louis sighs and runs his back.

"Um if this makes you feel any better, I uh broke it off with Harry." Louis nearly whispers and Niall's heart shatters, he feel guilty.

"Why?" Niall asks looking up with dry tear stains on his cheeks.

"I wanted to comfort you and told harry to let me go, he refused to do so and I tried to get away. He eventually slapped me a told me im loser for caring for you. Niall I love you so much and you're much more important to me than Harry." Louis concludes with a sigh.

"I'm so sorry Loubear." Niall says and buries his head in Louis neck.

"S'kay babe s'kay." Louis whispers in his ear. "Now do you wanna talk about what happened with Zayn?" Louis asks.

"Um lets j-just say i h-had a-a sexual encounter w-with him b-but I can't t-trust him." Niall said with teary hiccups.

"A sexual encounter huh?" Louis asks and Niall nods his head. Louis just holds him closer and rocks him on his lap.

"I love you Niall" Louis whispers with a smile.

"I love you too." Niall says.