Secret Admirer

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WARNING: THERES A LOT OF POV CHANGING SORRY

Thanks to angy_garcia & seriouslydown I've decided not to stop writing this! Thanks :)

NIALLS POV

I wouldn't say that I fully regret running away from Zayn, I mean I didn't want to go that far but lately I've been craving his touch. I told Louis about my thoughts and teased me about liking Zayn but that's impossible.

Today is Saturday and I must say that I'm quite happy, no school, no work and no Zayn.

All Zayn does to me is get me confused, do I like him or do I not?

I've been feeling alone lately, Louis was trying his best to stay with me because he regrets ignoring me but even with Louis around I feel like I'm missing someone.

My parents have been gone on a road trip and insisted that I stay due to having school. The only person left is Greg and he's in collage. Great im alone.

Not entirely alone, I've got my cat Sally. I stroke her gray fur, she stretches and sprints out the door. Yeah I'm alone.

ZAYNS POV

What have I done? I seemed like such a dick towards him. He probably thinks im a jerk that's just using his for a one nightstand! For fuck sakes why did I push him onto me? I took advantage of him.

Knowing that I may never have his trust sickens me, I'm not that kind of person. I may seem like one but I'm not, not at all.

You see I have a reputation and I can't just throw it away after everything. But I feel that being with Niall may be better than that stupid reputation.

I don't give a fuck about anything or anyone. I want Niall.

THIRD PERSON

After thinking for a long time Zayn concludes that he'll do it. He'll ruin his reputation for Niall.

The next morning Zayn awakes and suddenly feels nervous. He's really gonna do this. Confess his love for Niall.

After a morning filled with nervousness its finally time to head off to school.

Entering the halls made him even more nervous. All these people expected him to be as straight as a ruler with a girlfriend everyday. He's the opposite.

He enters his first class, math and is certainly surprised at what he sees...

ZAYNS POV

Shattered, that's what my heart is. I was about to confess my love for Niall yet I find this.

Niall is kissing the fucking day lights out of Louis Tomlinson. He hasn't even noticed my presence.

It feels as if my feet are glued onto the floor. I can't move, I can't breath, I can feel the tears forming in my eyes and I can physically hear my heart shattering into tiny pieces.

My chocked sob cuts them off their kissing session and both look up shocked yet with worried expressions.

I can feel my bottom lip quiver and my the tears rolling down my cheeks.

"Z-zayn. Zayn I'm sorry." He pleads.

"No no no it's okay, f-fine I-I'll le-leave" I said with chocked sobs