Secret Admirer

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Holy shit guys I feel so bad I haven't updated in about 5 months or so because I just didn't feel confident in my writing. I'm back though because summer break! Please enjoy I love you all so much and I promise my writing has improved :)

-K.I.

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Fucking hell, Louis! How could I have forgotten, I left him hanging after our semi heated kiss.

Dammit my life is so complicated. I come into this town with no friends and low self esteem but now I have the bad boy crushing on me and my next door neighbor who happens to be my best friend likes me also!

I run back towards the classroom and see that students are now piling in. God, I don't wanna see Louis, I can't stand him looking sad especially if I caused it.

I enter the room and search for the feathered haired boy.

"Niall Horan take a seat." I look towards the front of the class and see the teachers stern look shooting at me.

"Yes ma'am." I retort and sit at an empty table, I look around and find no Louis.

"Where could he be?" I mutter and soon give up on trying to guess where he could be. I slump my shoulders and begin to jot down notes.

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After the bell rings I sit up and begin the search for my so called best friend.

Once again he is no where to be seen and by the last class of the day I hadn't seen him. He must've gone home.

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Dinner was okay considering I was home alone, I had never cooked before but those eggs were quite good actually.

Pleased with my dinner, I go up to my room and begin to take out the homework of the day. Before starting to get out a pencil a distant ring goes off inside my room.

My phone. I think and shuffle through the covers to find the black I phone my father had gotten me.

I find the phone and look at the screen.

Louis Tomlinson Calling

And holy shit I couldn't be happier. I press the accept button and soon enough his voice rings through my ear.

"Hi Niall uhhhh...."

I can hear his voice quiver with nervousness. I decide to make it less awkward by speaking back.

"Look Louis...I'm sorry for leaving you there, and for hurting you."

Louis breathes in then out and sighs deeply. "I know and I shouldn't have done that." He answers and once again sighs.

"By the way Niall, I don't like you like that, I don't even know why I kissed you. Ha. Ha. Ha." His voice seemed forced almost like he was lying but I didn't pay much attention to that.

"Oh ok then, well I have to do homework, bye Lou!"

"Bye."

I end the call and place the phone on the table.

So complicated.

Louis POV

If only he knew how I felt.

Yes, I like Niall, I found out about my feelings when I broke it off with Harry. Yes, I lied. Why? I want him to be happy with Zayn. He deserves it.

I can't help but to be jealous of Zayn, I've known Niall better and I know him better.

Zayn is a bully and I don't know if I can trust him to be anywhere near Niall. He better not be playing some sick joke with him. Because if he is I will have no problem in beating his ass.

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It's Saturday and I have nothing to do, except to sulk about Niall, gosh if only he was mine.

I feel a vibrate in my back pocket and take out my phone and see a message.

Hazza:

whats up lou do u wanna hang out!? zayn is too caught up in niall and too much gross PDA!

Hearing from Harry would usually anger me but I feel like I should give him a shot again. Maybe get my mind off Niall so I sent him a text back.

Louis To Hazza:

i guess so. Where?

From Hazza:

how bout we go to eat dinner

Louis' eyebrows knit together with confusion. Like a date?

From Louis To Hazza:

like a date?

From Hazza:

maybe...i still like u, u know and i wasnt trying to be clingy, i really like u...

From Louis To Hazza:

ok then see u there x

From Hazza:

u too xx

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I'll update maybe today or tomorrow:)

-K.I.