Secret Admirer

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ZAYNS POV

There's no words to describe how I feel. Since when have they been at it? I just saw my fucking crush snog mr. stupid Tomlinson!

Have they been dating? Is that why Niall blew me off? No it can't be. Louis is dating Harry!

Why do I even try? I knew this would happen, I knew that Niall would never like me because of my reputation and because of faggot Tomlinson standing in the way.

- ERLIER -

NIALL'S POV

"Hi Lou." I greet automatically as I see my friend sitting peacefully on his chair. Why is he so early? Wait, why am I so early.

I shrug it off with a chuckle and plop my bum on the chair beside his.

"Hi Lou, why you early?"

"I should be asking you that." He responds with a cheeky grin. I smile and lean back, propping my feet up onto the granite table.

"I actually don't know." I respond and let out a laugh, moments later Louis joins into our contagious laughing.

I look at him and I see him looking at me, with admiration, and love? Before I realise it, he's leaning in and our faces are just inches apart.

Is he going to kiss me? What do I do?!

Not seconds later, I can feel he rough lips join mine, my eyes fly open but I soon relax into his touch.

Our lips move together, and our heads moving side by side. His tongue darts out from between his lips and almost jams it into my mouth.

I let out a small moan and feel him smile against my lips. He grabs my hair and pulls me down lower into him. I can feel his tongue exploring my mouth, before getting too into the kiss, I hear the door fly open.

I quickly turn my head and see Zayn with a hurt, sad and broken expression.

Shit.

"Z-zayn. Zayn I'm sorry." I beg and let out a stutter.

"No no no it's okay, f-fine I-I'll le-leave" He says with clear sobs in his voice.

I start to get watery eyes and turn to Louis.

He knows I don't feel that way about him, it was the heat of the moment. I gave him a 'sorry' expression. He looks hurt. I just turned him down. I don't care, I need to find Zayn.