Secret Admirer

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Hey guys! I've been so busy but I've managed to make some time to write, I'm introducing a new POV this chapter so please enjoy!:D

-K.I

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Liam's POV

I've been crushing on Logan Lerman; a jock. Although, I am almost one hundred percent sure he's homophobic. I've been trying to flirt or shall I say hint that I like him because Zayn suggested it but he could not be anymore clueless.

It kind of sucks because I'm not close to him so I can't really hang out with him everyday for an excuse.

I used to like Harry and I would hang out with him just so I can be 'closer' to him; if you know what I mean.

On the bright side, I was just invited over to Logan's house he asked me to hang out and I absolutely said yes.

I'm driving to his house right now in my nice BMW and saying I'm anxious is an understatement.

I finally reach his house and get off from my car, I walk towards the front door and take a deep breath.

I'm going in my crushes house...alone.

I look up and decide to finally knock on the door. I breath in once again and freeze when I see the knob turn.

The door slowly opens and reveals Logan in nothing but sweats. Fuck.

I blush and look at his bare chest, Logan coughs and signals me to enter.

"Sorry, I'll um go change be right back." He walks out of the living room leaving me to my thoughts.

Holy shit his abs were so toned. I begin to look around and notice that his home is quite modern and cozy.

I hear footsteps behind me and I turn to see a now fully clothed Logan standing in the hallway.

"Come here." He says and leads me to his room. His room is simple; a bed, telly, desk and small drawers. He gives me smile and pats his bed.

I walk to his bed and sit down awkwardly.

"So uhhh..." I begin but he smiles.

"You're cute Liam." I look up surprised. What?

"Huh?" I ask and he blushes. He knits his fingers together and looks down.

"I like you? As in like like you..." I look up confused and knit my eyebrows together. He sees and gives me a deep sigh.

"Liam I fucking have a crush on you!" He finally confesses and throws his arms up in the air.

Shock is all I'm feeling. Logan Lerman has a crush on me! Liam Payne.

I begin to smile and his eyes twinkle. I see him leaning in and I can't stop my self, I've wanted this for so long. But what the fuck? I thought he was homophobic.

As much as I hate to do this, I pulled away. Sighing, I rest my hands on my lap.

"Logan? What the fuck?" I blurt out and his face sinks. He coughs and stands up from his bed.

"You don't...uh...like me do you?" He asks and looks hurt. Of course I like him but it's not right to go this quickly, I don't know him that much.

"I do, it's just, I want to get to know you better..." I look up after my confession and see him pout.

"We can do that...friends?" He asks hopefully and gets a hold of my hands. I nod, rip my hands out of his grip and storm out of the room.

What just happened? I thought when this day came I would be ecstatic and even say yes to a proposal but why did it feel wrong?

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I finally get home and sit down on the blue covered bed. Why did I stop him?

I drove to his house feeling happy but left disappointed. Is that possible? I've crushed on him for almost three months but couldn't even kiss him.

I yawn and finally decide to lay down.

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Shock fills my body when I realize one thing. After thinking and thinking, the answer has been solved. And fuck am I screwed.

I am still in love with Harry Styles.

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WHOA THERE WHAT DID I DO??

I hope you liked it:) I've been sick this whole week but I've managed!

-K.I.