Secret Admirer

22.

Updating everyday feels really good, like I enjoy writing this so much!

-K.I.

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Shit. Fuck.

That's all I can think right now, curse words, because my fucking boyfriend is standing right infront of me when I'm supposed to be on a date with this slut!

I peel my eyes off Zayn's angry and hurt face and turn towards Denitza. She knits her eyebrows together at our expressions and confusingly looks at Zayn.

"Z-Zayn what are you doing here?!" Wow real smooth Niall, real smooth.

Zayn stares into my eyes and huffs. He crosses his arms and looks at Denitza then at me.

"I could be asking you the same." Zayn grits his teeth and once again has a look of pain in his eyes but automatically turns into anger.

I shiver at his cold tone and look down to my lap.

"Ummmm..." I start to say but realize I have no confidence in me.

Zayn takes a deep breath and looks into my eyes like he's drowning. After a long awkward silence he decides to say something.

"Niall...do you, umm do you really like me or are you doing this because you feel bad for me? or-"

"Zayn, stop! I do like you..a lot actually." I cut him off and I see him smile but it quickly disappears when Denitza lets out an "ahem"

We turn to her and see her confused and fumbling with her dress. She looks up and squints.

"Wait are you two like dating? Niall are you gay?" She asks and looks between us with a panicked expression.

We both nod and lace our fingers together, she frowns but then let's out a sigh.

"I guess this date our dads wanted us to have didn't work out, if he finds out he'll kill me! He wants me to date you." She retorts and adds a dramatic sigh. I sigh also and nod.

"Same, how about we tell them we are better off as friends?" I ask and she shrugs.

"I guess...see you soon." She purses her lips and grabs her pouch and exits through the door, I let out a laugh and turn to Zayn. He has a confused face and looks towards the door.

"I'll explain later." I say and sit down to finish my food.

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Louis' POV

Harry is great don't get me wrong but

I can't help but to feel insecure because he's known as the man whore at school and I know he's done like a billion other people and I can't help but to feel as if I'm not attractive like the others he's had a relationship with.

He says that I'm his one and only but I doubt I'm the only one he's said that to.

I also miss Niall, I know he's happy with Zayn but my feelings still haven't gone away for the Irish lad. I want him back.

Before I can finish my thoughts I feel two hand slip around my eyes.

"Guess who!" Harry. You can tell by his deep raspy voice.

"Hazza?" I answer and he returns it with a chuckle. I turn around and softly peck his lips.

"Harry how'd you get into my house?" I genuinely wonder and he smirks.

"It wasn't locked." He gives me an innocent smile and sits next to me in the couch.

"What were you thinking about, babe?" He grins and starts playing with my fingers. I shrug and raise my eyebrows at his antics with my fingers.

"You have nice fingers." He comments and gets me to blush, dammit blushing is unmanly.

"I was thinking about you." I say and he gives me smile.

"What about me Lou?" What I was thinking about wasn't so nice though.

"Your wonderful eyes." I lie and pat myself on the back, nice save.

"Your eyes are gorgeous too." He says and leans in for a kiss, I plaster a smile on my face and kiss him back.

Is it weird that I'm not very attracted to Harry? I like him but it seems like all he wants is sex. We haven't done it but I feel like he only cares about the sexual part of the relationship. We've done blowjobs, handjobs and other shit but I want a sweet, nice and kind relationship.

I sigh and put on a fake smile. He smirks and begins to unbotton my pants, here we go again.

Hey guys! Do not worry I have nothing at all against Harry in real life but that's just how my story has to go. I hope you liked it! Comment your thoughts please! I love you!

-K.I.