Had To Be You||N.H

Chapter 53- I'm Sorry

*Ella's POV*

"Miss Rose I don't know how to tell you this but, you had a miss carriage." The doctor said with a sad smile.

My world has just fallen apart, I have just lost Niall's and I's baby, our little Budda.

All the stuff we wanted to do are now gone, teach Budda to walk, talk, dance , Budda's first word. Gone. All gone because of me.

I looked over at Niall who had the same expression on his face as I did. His face was pale like he had just seen a ghost, as a tear rolled down his rosey cheeks.

"I'll leave you two for a moment." The doctor said as he quickly left the room.

I lost my child, no let me rephrase that I lost our child. I lost the most beautiful baby ever. It may of been a foetus but to me it was beautiful.

Tears began to roll down my cheeks as I looked over at Niall, a weak smile was pulled on his face and he walked over and held me close to his chest.

"I'm sorry Niall." I croaked as my tears became a pool down on my lap.

"It's okay baby, these things happen." Niall said trying to calm me down.

"But why us?" I asked.

"I don't know baby, if I did I would fix it in a heart beat."

"But it is always us, the whole thing with Ally and Blake. My father trying to make me leave, we almost broke up Niall and why did it have to be us?" I cried into his chest

Niall's stubbled chin pressed agains my forehead as he places soft kisses on my head. I locked my eyes with his blue ones seeing his hot fresh tears rolling gown his cheeks.

"It's okay, we can always try again babe trust me." Niall said with a smirk.

"Niall it isn't the time to be funny." I said trying to control my laughter at his cheeky request.

"What?" He smirked sheepishly.

A smile escaped my lips as Niall wiped away my tears.

"Let's go yeah?" Niall asked.

I quickly nodded and stood up from out of the small bed. I picked up my handbag and walked out of the room with Niall's hand laced with mine.

I will have no idea how to tell everyone, my family, my closets friends and how will Niall tell the fans?

*Niall's POV*

My world has officially begun to crumble at my own two feet. My unborn child is gone, dead, lost forever.

I have always wanted to be a father, when I found out about Ella being pregnant I was truly over the moon. I thought, finally I can be a dad, but now that's gone.

Our little Budda.

Gone.

One of us had to try and to make it sound okay, but to me that isn't working. I am trying to be strong about it but I just can't.