Had To Be You||N.H

Chapter 29-My Many Saviors

*Niall's POV*

It's been one week since Matthews passing and Ella has not been coping very well, she constantly thinks its her fault but it isn't.

The boys and I have and a few shows this week and Molly, Ella and Emily have been to all of them.

Today is Matthews funeral, Matthews family kindly invited all of us to attend. I was going through my suitcase to find something suitable to wear.

I picked up my black button up shirt and black skinny jeans, I put my black dress shoes on and fixed my messy blonde hair.

I walked down the hallway of the bus and into the little living space, I saw Harry, Emily, Molly, Liam and Louis all wearing black clothing ready to go.

"Where is Ella?" Emily asked adjusting her black dress.

"I think she is in the bathroom?" Louis suggested.

I quickly nodded and walked to the bathroom witch is only like a few feet away literally but still. I knocked on it a couple of times waiting for a reply.

"Yeah?" Ella crocked.

"It's Niall, let me in."

Ella opened the door, her black dress hugged her body showing off her curbs n every single beautiful way, her blonde hair was out going down her back.

But one thing was showing she wasn't okay. Her make up was running her eyes were red and puffy with tears falling dangerously down her cheeks.

"Ella, why are you crying babe you looking stunning." I said pulling her in for an embrace.

"I'm sorry Niall." She crocked.

"Sorry? Ella you have done nothing wrong."I said lifting her head up looking into her green emerald eyes. 

Ella pushed me off and walked back in the bathroom, I took a step in and shut the door behind me.

"They asked me to speak today at the funeral." She mumbled wiping off her make up and re applying some more.

"Really? Do you know what you are going to say?"  I asked wrapping my arms around her little waist.

"Yeah I have an idea." She mumbled putting on her red lipstick.

"Okay, well everyone is waiting so come on baby." I said taking her hand lacing our fingers together.

Ella weakly smiled and I opened the bathroom door and walked out with Ella. Everyone's eyes went up as we walked out and they all showed a weak smile.

"Come on lets get going." Liam said walking out of the bus.

I walked out of the bus and towards Liam's SUV. I opened the car door and stood aside so Ella can go in first.

I shut the car door and buckled my seat belt as Liam drove off with Molly buckling herself in the passenger seat.

I looked out the window as Liam drove onto the high way, many tall buildings, bridges and cars that we drove past.

"Come on Niall." Liam said opening my car door.

I nodded and got out of the car shutting the door behind me, Ella and Molly walked around towards Liam and I. Ella laced her hand with mine and we walked down towards the ceremony.

We were at the cemetery in Brisbane obviously it was covered with tall green oak trees draping over all the tomb stones.

We walked through the long grass meeting with Harry, Emily and Louis with the large group of people placing flowers down on Matthews grave.

"Could you all please be seated." The women said on the microphone that I'm amusing that was Matthews mother.

"Thank you all for coming today, we are all truly grateful, Matthew Baker a young and brave individual,  Matthew was not only my son he was also a great friend. So I would like to ask Ella Rose to say some words."

Matthew's mother said, Ella moved from my side and walked up to the podium.  Ella gave her a small embrace and showed a weak smile.

"I have known Matthew for most of my life, he is not only a son, lover and a great friend he is also one of my many hero's. Matthew saved my life and I will never forget that, Matthew was a good guy and he didn't deserve this. " Ella said wiping away a few tears.
"Matthew had a dream to become a teacher and unfortunately that dream now can not be accomplished.  Matthew left something behind to remember him by and that is his bravery." Ella said as her tears dangerously fell down her cheeks.

"I would like to say thank you all for coming today and Matthew, you will always hold a special part in my heart."

Ella walked of the podium and wiped her tears away, she walked away from everyone.

My eyes stayed on her as she fell to her knees, The boys, Emily and I all stood up and said a quick thank you and ran towards Ella.

I got to Ella as her hands were in her head trying to control her tears, I placed my hand on her back making little circles to calm her down a little. 

Ella looked up at me, her make up was running once again and her lips were trembling, and  her hands were shaking.

"Baby." I said pulling her for an embrace.

"Niall I am scared."

"I'm here to be pick you up." I said placing  a kiss on her forehead.

"But Niall you don't understand."

"If you told me I would."

Ella's eyes locked with mine and her jaw clenched with tears still falling down her rosey pink cheeks.

"I am broke, I am fucking scared for life for what has happen to me, Niall I am broken." She crocked as fresh hot tears rolled down her cheeks, Ella stood off the fresh green grass and walked towards the car park.

How could a beautiful girl be so broken, I know a lot has happened to her but I never thought she was broken.

I will be there for Ella to pick up every single tear the falls from her beautiful green emerald eyes.

I got off the grass and ran to catch up to Ella, I pulled her hand and placed my lips onto hers.

I felt her tears still rolling down her cheeks and she opened her mouth a little more.

Ella pulled away and wrapped her arms around my neck placing her head on my chest.

"Ella, I will be here to pick up those broken pieces even if it means forever." I whispered in her ear.

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