(France's POV)
I slammed my head against the table in frustration at the nations sitting around me still bickering about whatever had happened lately. I was not really paying attention to be honest, but I honestly did not feel like doing anything. Last night was a long one and I didn't get much sleep so I had a continously headache throughout today and my felt heavy because of the tiredness that I was experiencing.
"Can you please all SHUT UP?!" I yelled tightening my fists and pushing my chair away until it fell over with the impact of my sheer anger. I could feel my I aides, burning up into a white flame that I had to release sooner or later.
Everyone looked at me as I picked up the chair and put my head back onto the table again. Arthur looked at Alfred with confusion. It was not like me to be angry but today I felt very short tempered and if anyone was to rub me the wrong way I knew that I was going to snap. I was shaking with irritation but no one really cared.
"Um. Are you okay, big brother France?" Feliciano came over and patted my back. That was not a good move and my temper immediately took control of my actions.
"I'm FINE. Can't you see that? I'm completely FINE!" I yelled at him, pushing his hand away and standing up again. Feliciano backed away and started to cry. I felt the guilt overwhelm me as I watched him run screaming to Ludwig. He glared at me as he took Feliciano into his arms.
"Francis, can you please calm down dude. You seem kinda off today." Alfred said to me whilst looking awkwardly at Alfred who was biting his lip. I did not reply, but I felt my hand whip through the air with such speed that I could not see it and I felt it smash into the central vase. It shattered and I looked at the consequences. Everyone winced but I was numb. I could not feel anything but I could see blood pouring out of my hand from the splinters of china in my hand.
I ran out of the room, kicking the door open and slamming it behind me.
"What's the matter with him?" I heard Ivan say as I leaned against the door on the other side.
"Maybe some girl rejected his ass last night." Alfred sniggered. I started to cry.
(A.N Yeh I know that these chapters are really short, but they will get longer..)
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FanfictionI can't ignore the voices in my head France. Pervert. Rapist. I hear those names too often I want this all to be over It will be worth it (Triggers: Self harm, suicidal thoughts (I haven't decided yet))
