This is a wasteland.

Bad ideas.

I had been at the studio for 3 hours trying to work on a choreography, I had the song but I couldn't get the last part together by myself.
- Uggh fuck this. I cursed to myself.
- That's not ladylike! I heard a familiar voice and I turned around.
- Do you like to sneak up on people Shor? I laughed at him.
- Shor? You know my middle name? He raised an eyebrow
- Yeah I know all off you guys middle names! I gave him a smirk.
- Rocky can't keep his mouth shut I'm guessing? He crocked his head.
- Something like that! I smiled at him.
- So what are you working on? He sat down on the floor.
- On a contemporary choreography but it's a duet but I don't have a partner to work with so it's kinda hard.. I sighed
- I can try helping you if you want? He looked at me.
- You? Dance? Contemporary? I stared at him.
- Yeah, I've been dancing for a while you know.. He shrugged.
- Come on then! I took his hand and dragged him off the floor.

I started the music and showed him the moves, it was a emotional dance so it was kinda weird. He was standing behind me with his hands around me and we started to move to the music, he lifted me and everything was just perfect. When the music stopped we stood with our faces inches apart and breathed heavily, I took a step back and smiled at him.

- Thank you! That was perfect! Do you mind being here next week on Monday  so we can show my class please! I begged him.
- Sure why not, but we may need to practice that once or twice before! He smiled at me.
- I know, maybe this Sunday? I asked as I started to pick my stuff together.
- Sound good, can I give you a ride home before I go home and shower for our.... date? He asked and blushed.
- That would be great! I gave him a smile.

We drove to my apartment and as we pulled up I saw Rocky standing there and when he saw me he smiled. I said my goodbyes to Ross and hopped out of the car.

- No keys? I smirked at Rocky as I walked up to him.
- No I forgot them.. He frowned.
- Where have you been? With Ross? He looked curious at me.
- He helped me with a choreography at rage and then he drove me home! I walked passed him and got in the elevator.
- If you say so! He smirked at me.
- We are just friends okey? I shoved him.

We got in the apartment and I got in my bathroom taking a shower and tough about what to wear.. but first I texted Ross.

To: Ross.
Hi, can we not tell anyone that we are going on a date? I don't want them to be all up in our business.

From: Ross
Of course, I'll pick u up in and hour is that okey?

To: Ross
It's perfect c u later! 

I started to look trough my closet and after a while I found the perfect outfit, it was white ripped skinny jeans a blue crop top and my black leather jacket and a pair of sneakers. I curled my hair and started with my make up, just some mascara, eyeliner and powder and I was done. I looked at the time and Ross was picking me up in 15 minutes. I walked out in the living room to find Em and Rocky making out..

- Ugm..
- Hi! Em turned around.
- Where are you going all dressed up? Rocky smirked at me.
- Out to meet with at friend from the rage. I simply answered.
- You look really nice for dinner with a friend, are you sure it's not a date monster? Rocky teased.
- I'm sure idiot.. I got interrupted but my phone and answered.

R: I'm outside are you coming out or should I come up?
M: No don't come up I'm coming down!
R: See you soon then.

I hung up and said bye to Rocky and Em and walked out, when I got downstairs I saw him standing by his car looking at his phone. 

The night went perfect, we got to the restaurant and we ordered and talked for what felt like hours. I saw a side of Ross that I have never seen before and I kinda liked it, he was a gentle man. When we arrived at my apartment I struggled with myself if I was going to ask him to stay or not.

- So I know you and Courtney just broke up and to be honest I'm not really the relationship girl, but if you want you are more then welcome to stay the night.. I gave him a shy smile and opened the door. I started to walk up to the door when I heard his car door open.
- My brother and Em are home right? He looked at me.
- Yes they are.. I looked down at my feet.
- Let me just park my car! He gave me a smile.

When we got up to the apartment I heard voices, great they are waiting for me..
- Hi I'm home! I yelled out. I'm not alone! I yelled again just in case.
- Did you bring your boyfriend with you!! Rocky yelled and when he appear in the hallway he dropped his jaw.
- This is my FRIEND not boyfriend I said as I flipped him off.
- Hi bro, you look like you saw a ghost? Ross laugh at his brother.
- No I just didn't expect to see you here.. Rocky said still sounding chocked.
- Ross are you staying the night or just staying for a while? I asked as I put away my jacket.
- If it's okey with you I'll stay the night! He said.
- Sure, my room or the guest room? I smiled.
- I can sleep on the floor in your room! We can go to the studio tomorrow and practice! He said with a sweet smile.
- That sound great, Rocky can you tell Em that Ross is staying the night and that we are going to the studio in the morning? I looked at Rocky.
- Ehm.. Yeah of course monster. He said as he ruffeld my hair.
- Thanks asshole.. I flipped him off and walked to my room with Ross right behind me.

I walked in my bathroom and got changed in to a pair of shorts and a big t-shirt and walked out to see Ross siting on the bed looking confused and kinda sexy, I couldn't help myself so I walked up to him and stood between his legs with my hands on his shoulders.
- Are you ok? I asked him.
- Yeah just thinking.. He looked at me. We just stood there staring at each other. He started leaning in and I leaning in to and we kissed, my hands went up in his hair and his hands were on my waist. The kiss started to get heated and in a blink of an eye I was on top of him on the bed.
We stopped and he looked at me.
- We don't have to do this.. I'm sorry.. I said and looked away.
- It's okey, I want to.. He said and kissed me again.

His hands was roaming my body as I started to take of his shirt, he lifted up his arms helping me with his shirt. As I was straddling him and felt him grow under me I realized how long ago it was for me, I got nervous and stopped and moved away from him sitting on the edge of the bed.

- Did I do something wrong? He sat beside me.
- No I just.. It was a while ago for me and I don't want to lead you on because I don't really want a relationship right now.. I looked down at my hands in my knee.
- I don't either.. And if you want to, this can be just this.. He laid a hand on my leg.
- Just sex? No strings attached? I looked up at him.
- Or friend with benefits because I like hanging out with you! He smirked at me.
- I like hanging out with you to! But nobody will know about this! Ever! Deal? I hold up my hand for a handshake as he took it and nodded.
- It will be our little secret! He kissed my forehead.

That night I fell asleep in his arms and we didn't have sex, we talked and fell asleep. Maybe I was a fool for thinking this was a good idea, but to be honest who doesn't love a bad idea?