This is a wasteland.

I wasn't expecting that.

I woke up extra early with Riker and Ross still asleep on my floor, I got up and walked out in the kitchen. I made coffee for everyone and took my cup and walked out on the balcony to take my morning cigarette, I looked at the view and took it all in.

I was startled by the balcony door opening, when I turned around I saw a tired blond boy before me and I gave him a smile. "What are you doing up?" I asked as I took a deep breath and filled my lungs with smoke. "I woke up and you were gone and I wanted to check to see if you're okey" He took a cigarette from my pack and lit it, "So are you okey?" He blew out some smoke. "I feel better then I thought I would but I don't know if I would define my self as okey" I simply answered.

He nodded and we just stood there in silence for a while until I remembered my conversation with Riker the night before. "Riker knows, I don't know how but he does." Ross looked at me in fear, "He said he wouldn't tell anyone so I guess we just have to trust him" I shrugged.

I walked in to the kitchen and found Riker, Em and Rocky eating breakfast, "Good morning" I smiled at them. "Good morning? are you high?" Em looked at me with a puzzled face, Ross started laughing and I just smiled at her. "Why do you think I'm high?" I sat down beside her at the table. "I don't know, I just thought that you would be a mess today that's all.." She shrugged and I nodded. "I thought so to but I feel okey, not fine but okey" I said and took a zip off my coffee.

Rydel, Ryland and Ellington soon joined us at the table, everybody had things to do today so after a while it was just me, Em, Rocky and Ross sitting in the living room with our phones.
"So what are you two doing today?" I looked at Rocky and Em. "I thought that I would stay home in case you need me." Em said without looking up from her phone. "No that's not gonna happen, you two should go out and have a fun day just the two off you! " I said and just as Em was about to complain I interrupted her. "If I need you I will call you okey?" She nodded and they went to grab their stuff and get out of the apartment.

They said their goodbyes and went out, "And then there was two" Ross smiled childish and I threw a pillow at him, he laughed and I stood up taking his hand and dragging him with me to my bedroom.

"What are you doing?" He asked but I didn't answer I just kissed him, he kissed me back in an instant. The kiss got hungry and I started tugging at the hem of his shirt and he took it off, "jump" he mumbled and I did and put my legs around him. His kisses got rougher by the minute and he started biting me and leaving marks, I moaned and threw my head back in pleasure, he put me on the bed and dragged my shirt over my head and started kissing down my breast and my hands was tugging at his hair. He growled as he kept kissing me all over my body, my skin burned under his touch and I needed him, pushed him off me and got in to one of my draws and picked up a pair of handcuffs and a blindfold, he looked at me with big eyes but soon took the handcuffs from me.

He took off my bra and buckled me to the bed, and then he took the blindfold and pulled it over my eyes and soon I was completely naked and vulnerable and totally turned on. 
Ross left kisses all over my body and I gasped when he pushed two fingers inside me, his lips started kissing and sucking my clit. "Please Ross.." I whimpered, "Please what?" I could hear him smirk. "Please fuck me.." I begged. He pulled out his fingers and I could hear close hit the floor, his body was on top of mine and I could feel his breath against my neck. Without a warning he pushed him self inside of my and started thrusting before I could get used to his size, the following minutes was all sweat, pleasure screams and screaming each others name and I could feel my walls contracting and I guess he could to because his thrusts got harder and faster and when my orgasm hit I screamed louder then I ever had.

"So that was.. epic!" Ross smiled when he removed the handcuffs, "It was something alright.." I smiled and sat up to put some close on. "You didn't like it did you?" He sounded sad and I couldn't help but to giggle at his sweetness. "No I really liked it, and I really think we should do it again but Em and Rocky can come home at any minute so I think you should leave" I kissed his cheek and walked in to my bathroom.

When Ross left I decided to go out for a drink or two at the local bar, I put on a pair of black skinny jeans and a hoodie and took my bag with me. Those 2 drinks became 10 and I was really drunk, I decided to call Ross but he didn't answer so I left him a drunk message and called Em. About fifteen minutes later Rocky walked in to the bar, "You look.. Drunk" He laughed at me and I smiled like a child "I'm pretty drunk to be honest" I pointed out. He took me by the arm and we walked home, he didn't let go off my arm until we reached the apartment.

Em was standing in the hallway and she didn't look happy at first but when I smiled like crazy at her she started laughing, "Let's get you some water, shall we?" She took my hand and I stumbled after her in to the kitchen, I sat down at the table when my phone started ringing. I gave my phone to Em who looked confused, "This is Em on Mollys phone, Yes Rocky picked her up at the local bar, she's pretty drunk. Yes, goodnight" Em laid my phone on the table. "It was Ross, he asked if you were okey.." She laughed and I just rolled my eyes at here.

"I'm going to drunk, I'm sleep." I slurred and went to bed, and after 2 minutes in bed I was sound asleep.