This is a wasteland.

Trap Queen.

The next morning I woke up to an empty bed, maybe he went home or something I guess. I took my headphones and started the music and walked out in the kitchen, everything around me disappeared as I was in my own world whenever my headphones were on. I poured myself some coffee and went to the fridge to get some milk, when I turned around I saw tree pairs of eyes looking at me and I let out a small sound of fear and turned of my music.

- We've been trying to talk to you for the past five minutes.. Em looked amused.
- You know that I don't pay any attention when I have my headphones in.. I sighed as I sat down.
- We noticed... Ross gave me a smirk.
- Good morning by the way! Rocky said and patted me on the head.
- Whatever, please stop that you know I hate it.. I gave him a glare.
- I know that's why I do it! He said and looked proud.
- So when are we leaving Molly? Ross looked uncomfortable.
- I have to wake up and then we can go.. But first I need a smoke! I stood up quickly followed by Ross.

We went out on the balcony and I gave him a smoke, I enjoyed his company even if he didn't speak much.
- So.. Last night...? he trailed of.
- What about it? I gave him a innocent smile.
- Is this a thing now or..? He blushed.
- You mean this friend with benefits thing that we didn't really accomplish? I gave him a smirk.
- Yeah that thing! He laughed.
- It can be if you want it to be.. I tossed away my cigarette and took a sip of my coffee.
- Then maybe it will.. He winked and walked in leaving me stunned.

I walked in to my room to get changed and pack my dance stuff, when I was done I walked out to the living room were I found Rocky and Ross deeply in a conversation.
- I'm ready! I said to get their attention.
- Let's go then! Ross stood up.
- Were are you to going? Rocky winked at me.
- To the studio, Riker is coming to by the way! I wanted his app inion on the choregraphy! I looked at Ross.
- That's cool! Bye Rocky! He waved goodbye to his brother.
- Bye Rossy, Bye monster! He called.

We walked down to his car and I jumped in the passenger seat and started looking through Instagram and snapchatt and answered a few with silly faces and I noticed that Ross was staring at me.
- Take a picture, it last's longer! I said without taking my eyes of my phone.
- Maybe I will! He giggled.

My phone started ringing and I answered it, it was Riker saying that he was at the rage waiting for us. I said we would be their any minute and we hung up.

The way music made me feel, like a was in another world were I didn't have to care about anything or anyone. I was covered in sweat as I sat down breathing heavily trying to calm my heartbeat down, Ross me and his brother on the floor. We've been practicing some parts for a while but this was the first time we showed Riker the whole routine and I was kinda nervous about his feedback.
- So..? I looked expectantly at Riker and waited for his answer.
- I'm lost for words! That was really good! He smiled at me.
- Thank you! I just hope the kids thinks that to.. I crocked my head.
- They will love it! Ross gave me a reassuring smile.

Riker took his car home and Ross drove me home and we said our goodbyes and I walked up to the apartment. I went in to the kitchen to find a note.

I'm staying at Rocky's tnight, there's food in the fridge for you.
Call me if you need me!

Love you xoxo Em.

She is the only one I've got and she knows it, she is the only one I need. Even after all these years I love her with all my heart, and to believe that I could have lost here breaks my heart.

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Flashback

She is laying there so peaceful, she is beautiful.. She have been here for 5 days and still haven't woken up. I hate seeing her like this. Her family is here once a day and sees her but I've dropped everything to be by her side all the time. I sleep here and her dad brings me food whenever he is here.