Joseph Morgan In Love with Me? (Joseph Morgan Fan fiction)

Chapter 15: 4 Months Pregnant

Raegan's POV

I woke up and I started cramping so I went to use the bathroom and there was blood. I grabbed my phone and I looked up to see what was wrong and I saw miscarriage on most of the results. My baby wasn't dead. I screamed as I felt more blood come out of me. I looked down as I felt myself empty out. I sat on the floor balling with tears. "Noooo!!! No!!" I cried. I eventually lost my voice from screaming so loud. I just layed in mine and my baby's blood and cried. Joseph was a heavy sleeper but Nina wasn't. She knocked on the bathroom door. She asked, "are you okay?" I kept sobbing. "I'm coming in!" She yelled. She opened the door and saw the blood. She shook her head and said, "Oh no. No. No. No." She called Ian and told him to come pick me up and take me to their room's bathroom.

1 hour later
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I got out of the shower. I layed in Ian and Nina's bed still sobbing over my child's death. Nina heard a knock on the door and said, "Come in." Joseph walked in and looked at me. She sat on the bed as I sat up. He leaned my head onto his chest and wheezed quietly, "It's gone. Our baby's gone." He started crying. He told me, "It's okay, love. They are in a better place." He lifted my chin with his hands. It's gonna be okay. I love you." I said quietly, " I love you too."

The Next Day
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We went onto set and I was still crying from the events yesterday. Julie came up to me and gave her condolences. I went to my dressing room to finish up my song (my song is Coming Home from the movie Country Strong, so I don't actually own it). I was sitting there finishing the chorus...

"Home. The world tried to break me. I found a road to take me, Home! There ain't nothin but a blue sky now. After all of my runnin, I'm finally comin Home."

Julie heard me singing and came in and said, "You can sing and write you own songs." I nodded. "We need to put one of your songs on the show." I said, "Ummmm. Sure." She said come on and she drove us to a recording studio. Joseph came with us since I told him he could play guitar for the song. I met the person who is gonna be recording me and got in the booth with Joseph. Joseph started playing guitar.

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"It's a four letter word
A place you go to heal your hurt
It's an altar, it's a shelter
One place you're always welcome
A pink flamingo, double wide
One bedroom in a high rise
A mansion on a hill
Where the memories always will
Keep you company whenever you're alone
After all of my running
I'm finally coming

Home - the world tried to break me
I found a road to take me
Home - there ain't nothing but a blue sky now
After all of my running,
I'm finally coming... Home

Well they say it's where the heart is
And I guess the hardest part is
When your heart is broken
And you're lost out in the great wide open
Looking for a map
For finding your way back
To where you belong
Oh well that's where I belong

Home - the world tried to break me
I found a road to take me
Home - there ain't nothing but a blue sky now
After all of my running
I'm finally coming... Home

Home

Home - the world tried to break me
I found a road to take me
Home - there ain't nothing but a blue sky now
After all of my running, I'm finally coming...
After all of my running
I'm finally coming... Home"
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I finished singing and started crying. Joseph looked at me in awe.
We walked out of the booth and Joseph said,"come here, love." I ran into his arms and cried. Joseph knows the meaning behind the song. It was for our child. Julie rubbed my back with her hand. Jason, the guy that recorded us said, "Hey you did a good job. Both of you. Is it okay if I send this to the radio, because it it's a really good, and touching song, but by the way you are feeling it's also very personal." I nodded answering his question. I was excited because the song was going to be released to the world and I'm sad because this song just reminds me of the reason I wrote it.

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I was sitting inside mine and Joseph's hotel room and I was staring out the window...

Joseph's POV

I walked into the hotel room and saw Raegan looking out the window. She stood up and I walked over to her and said, "Come here" She walked into my arms and she said,"What did I do wrong? I was healthy. The baby was healthy. What did I do wrong?" "Nothing, Sweethart. You did nothing wrong. It was God's plan for our little one." I said as I kissed her head. We pulled away to look at each other. She looked up at me and said, "Do you want to have another child?" I said, "I do. But do you?" She nodded. I said, "When shall we start again, love?" She looked up at me seductively, "How.." She kissed my neck. "About..." She kissed my jawline. "Now." She smashed my lips against hers. I lifted her up and laid her on the bed. I got up and put a "Do Not Disturb" sign on the door knob. I went back to the bed and she wasn't there I said, "Raegan?" I looked around the corner and she was in lingerie and might I say damn you look fine. She chuckled. I guess I said that out loud but I didn't care. She did look fine and she knew it. I knew it. I grabbed her, picked her up, and laid her on the bed hovering over her. I kissed her lips and kissed down her neck. "Joseph" she moaned. I smiled as she moaned louder and louder. I unclipped her bra in a flash. I squeezed her breast and she moaned louder. She started to take off my clothes until I was fully nude. I slowly pulled down her panties and threw them off to the side. I then slowly entered her. She moaned louder and louder with each thrust. She and I climaxed and I laid down beside her. She covered herself up in the sheets as did I. We looked into each other's eyes. I said, "I love you." She said, " I love you too." And we slipped into a deep sleep.