"I never loved you,and i never will."
Halos ilang libong kutsilyo ang tumusok sa dibdib ko sa sinabi niya. Tahimik akong umiiyak habang siya ay madilim na nakatitig sakin.
"Candice.. everything that happened was a mistake. This marraige is a mistake and i want for the both of us to separate."
Even its hard to speak i still manage to do so.
"Are you getting a divorce?"
"That's how it should be."
Mas lalo akong napahagulgol.
Aa isang taon naming pagsasama halos araw araw kong pinagdarasal na sana mahalin niya rin ako tulad ng pagmamahal ko sakanya.
Tiniis ko lahat. Of how he treated me like im a trash. Tiniis ko ang lahat ng pambababae niya, mga masasakit na salita. All those violence that i mentally and sometimes physically get. Lahat ng yum tiniis ko.
I never complained even to our parents na kapag nasa harapan namin he is this playing innocent guy who loves me. But its not. Its different.
"My mahal akong iba!" He said to my face.
"Yeah right. That mistress of yours." I blurted.
"She is not! Yan ang wag na wag mong sasabihin Nianne because she is way better than you!" Matigas niyang sabi.
Oh how i envied that girl she loves. Halos parang langit niya ito sambahin.
Paalis na sana siya nang agad ko siyang niyakap.
"Please Demitri. Ill do everything just dont leave me. Please." I begged.
Pilit siya kumakawala sa yakap ko.
"Just let me love you,, kahit hindi mo na ko mahalin. Hayaan mo lang akong mahalin ka."
"You know i cant do that." Malamig niya sabi at nakaalis siya sa yakap ko.
"Demitri!" Tawag ko sakanya habang palabas ng bahay namin.
The house that served to be our parent's wedding gift for us.
"Pag umalis ka wala kang babalikan." Matapang kong sabi.
Umaasa na maayos pa ang lahat.
But he chose to walk out the door.
Doon na ako napaiyak ng sobra. Humikbi ako ng malakas habang nakakapit sa railings ng hagdan.
Agad kong hinawakan ang tiyan ko.
"Mula ngayon tayo na lang dalawa. Mabubuhay tayo ng wala siya."
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I change the story a bit. Ayoko na kasing ikwento ang past nila since it is attached to the first book, so pag hindi niyo nabasa yung una hindi niyo malalaman ang past. Hehe.
Well, Playboy Series #2 is now open!
--- Series X
BINABASA MO ANG
Playing Innocent (Playboy Series 2)
RomansaShe got the eyes of the innocent. He got the eyes of seduction. The face of an Angel and the lips of a devil. A personality of a Princess and the ways of a Superior. They both have a smile that hides more than the pain you can ever imagine. "I loved...
