The Daughter Of Thieves

Life goes on

I couldn't belive what I was hearing my mouth hung open. My eyes grew wider and wider with surpised each second I sat at the table.I lightly touched my stomach now of habit and looked down at my child I whispered"I'm doing this for you baby."

"Violet you won."

"I know."

"Well go up there so people can see you and give you the appulse you desrive." I walked up towards the stage the judge helped my up on to the stage.Cameras flashed to see the new winner of this years compaition. The judge grabbed my hand and held up like you would if winning a gold medal at the Olympics. A smile went from ear to ear I looked over at my roommates who ran up on the stage and gave me big hugs. The next week our picture was on magazines all over the city.

After that day I worked hard on my vocals and gutiar playing after my homework I had my old school email me on my email address. I was suprised they belived the fact that I was in Texas taking care of a sick realtive and din't know when I would be back.I really thought they knew I was "dead" by now but again maybe they thought that was someone elses car on the news instead of mine. I stay up long hours doing school work, and fixing my vocals.I have to be perfect on The Voice I have to be. Tammie knock on my door making me jump.I looked at the time and it was 8 o'clock at night.

"Come in." I wrote the last verse of my new song when she walked in mouthing words trying to fit them into the song.

"Here's your dinner."

"Thanks."

"Did you get your homework done cuz you know Abby is going to freak out if you didn't."

"I did and turned it in."

"Great."Tammie went back down stairs as I finally finished the last verse. I read it and re-read it in my head and out loud, but to play it safe she was going to sing a well know song on The Voice. That night I snuck out and did what I would normally do on a night like this I went to the other sides organization here in Califorina and signed myself up to be a thieve that night I got my first mission. I stole a car from the agenticy and went to go steal the world biggest laser so the group could destroy the city prision to let old recrut out a jail, and I did just that.The hardest thing to do was shut down the secruity and cameras in musesum. When I got home I cleaned by cuts and covered the brusies on my face and body.That night I got no sleep all night I was trying to figure out an amazing song that will knock the judges socks off and practiced each one. Finally I made my decision I was going to sing Won't let you go by Avril Lavigne. I watched the video constantly trying to match the picthes perfectly and but I couldn't I sang it in my head the way I usually would and decided to leave my singing alone.For the rest of that day I slept, dream, woke up screaming, and was sothed back to sleep like Aaron did every night when these nightmares started when I asked him to stay with me. The next morning after being trapped in my room for weeks I finally walked downstairs for breakfast.

"Well look who escaped from prision."

"Oh shut up." I teased."I'm going for a walk today any of you want to come?"

"Sure." Abby said but Tammie shock her head.

"I have to go to work.Oh and remember you have a doctors appointment to check up on the baby."

"How far along are you know."

"About 16 weeks why?"

"We get to find out what gender the baby or babies are." I really didn't care about the gender and I really wanted it to be a suprise but I did want to know how many children I'm having at least.

About noon Abby and I walked to the doctors office a few blocks from home talking about baby shower plans but I just had to bring up the part about me being dead and the fact that the two of them were the only people I knew here.

"Dang it Violet you just had to ruin my fun."

"Pretty much.Beside the day your planning on doing the shower is the same day as my audtion for The Voice remember I've been reminding you for weeks now."The December air chilled my bones even though it was only 67 degrees outside the coolest day since I've been here.

"Oh right that next weekend right."

"Yep."We arrivied at the office and with in 10 minutes I was in the back of the office. Dr. Scott did his check up on the baby.

"Is the baby okay?"

"Yes the babies are just fine."

"Wait did you sat babies."

"Yes Miss Smith your having oppsite gender,identical twins well we belive they will be identical but we can only tell when they come."I ignored everything after that I saw Abby's eye wide knowing she was going to be the god mother of twins. She probably couldn't wait to tell Tammie when she gets home.We walked home I was spechless but all Abby did was talk and talk until I went into my room and closed the door.I tuned on my music on my phone and unblocked my contacts.I didn't know what I was doing but when I did over 40 text message appered from the father of our children who he didn't know about.

Viy I know your out there somewhere and I just want to say I'm really sorry I shouldn't have done what I did if your reading this please, please forgive me.Come out of hiding please I can't live with out you and if you are really dead then one day in the near future I will soon join you.I love you Violet please come back to me. He had sent other messages to but I didn't have the guts to read them the last words played like a movie in my head my heart ached as the words echoed.I wept in my hands for the longest time that soon my hand became an ocean of tears and sadness.

"I love you too, but I can't come back I wish I could.I really do." I whispered as I blocked all my contacts again and went to bed only to wake up from a nightmare with no one to comfort me back to sleep.I placed a hand on my stomach and cried till I couldn't breathe.The room went black around me as my eyes closed.

I swear I could see God holding his hand out to me wanting me to take it but I didn't then he was gone leaving me with an image of Jason, my friends, and family in my head when memories slowly crepped into my dreams. I screamed again when I woke up this time Abby was there to put me to sleep dark circles under her eye as she comforted rubbing my back and singing me a soft lullaby my crying stopped and the sothing, peaceful lullaby slolwy put me back in comforting sleep.