Babydoll // Jason McCann

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MARIAS POV

I sat there feeling sore as he zipped up his trousers. He just smirked at me and left, locking the door behind him.

I. Feel. Disgusting.

I feel like a paper that's been scribbled over then cut up and lastly scrunched and thrown in the bin. I feel used.

I'd rather be with Jason right now, than in this shit hole. I felt warm water trickle down my cheek, why was I crying? I had lost all my tears when Lucas raped me. Was I crying over the fact that I missed the boys..? No.

I pushed my head in between my bare legs, I kept crying not knowing why.

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I had finally stopped crying and had gotten the strength to get my clothes on.

As I pulled my shirt over my head I heard banging upstairs, it got louder, and louder. I jumped back in bed, in fear of what's happening.

"Shit it's locked." Who was that? It sounded like Harry "Well bust it open." That was definitely Jason. There was a loud bang.

The boys came running up to me, Jason leaped into my arms and hugged me, "Are you okay?" I was quite shocked with his sudden action and words, "erm y-no can we g-go now?" He let go and nodded.

He grasped my wrist and pulled me, but I couldn't run, I was still sore, so I just fell to the ground. "Why can't you run?" Harry asked

"Err, erm, I hurt-" before I could finish Jason swooped me up and carried me bridal side.

"Boys we got her!" Harry shouted, soon Louis, Liam and Niall popped from around the corner. We all made it out of the door into the car.

He put me in the back next to Liam and Niall, Louis at the front with Jason.

I just started outside the window with my hands in my knees, it was quite cold, I began shivering. "Oh are you cold?" Liam asked "Kinda yeah."

"Jason turn on the heating-" he said while taking his jacket off and putting it on top of me. I gave him a smile and he returned.

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"I don't know where they have come from?" Uh "It's still around her though." Huh? I slowly opened my eyes, the boys were all around the bed I slept in. "She's awake." Harry pointed at me.

"Hey how are you." Niall asked whilst sitting near me. "I'll be fine." Wrong, I won't be. "Maria, can you tell us what happened ther-." Louis said but soon interrupted by Jason "And how you got those bruises around your legs and arms."

I took a deep breath "A guy called Hunter kidnapped me, h-he took me to his p-place, then a guy named l-Lucas to me to a basement and asked me about my locket.?" I said holding it.

"I didn't tell him much about it, and I lied often, h-h-he knew I lied-" I felt a lump in my throat "And raped me and beat me up." That's it I couldn't hold it in any longer, I nuzzled my face into my hands and cried.

"FUCK SAKE!" I heard Jason shout, then the door to the room bang shut. I then felt arms wrap around me comforting me, I looked up and saw... Niall? He was the only one in here.

I don't care if I hate him I needed someone right now, I wrapped my arms around him and cried into his chest. "It's okay, you can cry, it's normal."

But being kidnapped twice and raped isn't.

I calmed down and my tears stopped "Where did the rest go?" I looked up into his blue eyes "They went to calm Jason down." "Oh why is he mad."

He looked as if I was speaking a different language "Because they asked you about the Locket." I lowkey was hoping he was going to say that Jason was mad that they hurt me.

I should have known he wasn't going to say that, it's Jason, even though I've only known him a couple days I know for a fact he hasn't got feelings.

Or any type of emotion except anger.

I let go of Niall, "Oh I almost forgot." He got up the cupboard "I brought your clothes down here" "Thank youu!" I got up, my legs were still sore but I had to thank him properly.

I gave him a hug, only a short one though "Am I aloud to shower?" "Yes." He said walking out of the room.

I grabbed my grey/black track bottoms and loose black t-shirt, undergarments and towel. I laid the clothes onto the bed and made my way to the shower.

I put the towel on the hanger and turned the shower on, I made sure to lock the door this time before getting undressed.

I got into the shower washing my hair first, it got to my body next, but no matter how much a scrubbed I still felt dirty. I heard the room door open then close.

I got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around my body, I unlocked the door and saw Jason wrapped up In bed. Although he was asleep I grabbed my clothes and got changed in the bathroom "dammit." I heard him say, I laughed to myself.

Once I was fully changed, I went into his bedroom, shit where am I gonna sleep? Jason looked up at me "There's no where else to sleep but here." Could he read my mind?

He then pulled up the sheets making space for me, I got in making sure to stay as far away from him as possible.

I felt his arm wrap around my waist and pull me closer to him, I turned around to face him, he opened his eyes, smiled, then shut them. "Good night babydoll." "Goodnight."

A/N new chapter, I have been really busy these past weeks and have finally had the time to update, I want to thank you all for over 100 reads ! It means a lot knowing you took your time to read! Ilysm

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