Babydoll // Jason McCann

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MARIAS POV

I stayed in my position, my head resting against the wall next to the door hoping to hear something but nothing, I was about to go when I heard the door handle shuffle, I moved back and into a corner so they couldn't see that I was eavesdropping. I kept my ear close in case they were still talking.

"So you think he'll be there?" Louis asked.
"Of course, he always goes to his mothers grave whenever he gets down or this fucked up." Harry replied.

I felt my heart drop, his mother had died, just like mine did. I can't believe I've been treating him this way and calling him such things. I wish I could just go see him and apologize and give him a hug, make him understand that I know how he feels.

"Wow, I can't believe I never thought that." Liam replied.

"So where is his mothers grave exactly?" Asked Niall.

"Evergreen park." Harry replied. That's it, I need to go and see him, but first I'll go to the store and get some flowers.

Once they went away I followed behind, I grabbed some money that was left on the side and made my way to the door. I put my shoes on and left, the park wasn't too far from here, I used to go there a lot with my friends.

I started walking down the road, looking for a store, soon enough, I found a perfect one. I went in and looked at the flower section, I grabbed one that looked most fitting and went to pay for it.

After paying I made my way to the park, I haven't been there in a while. I started to feel a cold breeze, it was staring to become autumn (A/N, fall as some might say :). ), I enjoyed autumn though, it made the days always feel fresh. I carried on walking, I noticed a sign, in bold letters 'EVERGREEN PARK' was written.

I hurried inside, I went past the sitting area and towards the graveyard, the sun started to set, did I really take that long? I kept walking till I saw him, he was knelt at a headstone, crying and talking.

"I'm so sorry mom, I know you told me not to treat people like that, and not to turn out like him, I-I don't know what to do." I looked down, feeling ashamed of what I've said and done.

"I'm turning into him, I'm turning into a monster, in fact I am one." No your not. "I miss you so much mom, I regret everything I ever did to you, you were always right. I'm so sorry." He knelt lower putting his head in his hands weeping, I've never seen him like his, he truly looked broken.

"I really like her though mom, she so sweet, and I don't blame her for hating me, I just had to take her out of there and keep her with me, safe, so no body can hurt her like he did."

Was he talking about me?

"I really do mom, and I know you don't want me to be in a gang, but it's for you, I do what I do for you, I love you mom, and I'm so so so sorry." He began crying again into his hands.

I breathed in feeling a tear in my eye, roll down my cheek and land on the floor, I made my way up to the gravestone where Jason was, and placed the flowers in front of him, onto his mothers gravestone, he looked up at me, still crying, his eyes were red and puffy.

My heart broke just looking at him, I quickly grabbed him and hugged him, I held him in my arms as he cried into my shoulder, he was so frail and weak, his body just sunk into mine, he had no strength at this point. Every so often a tear would slither down my cheek, and onto Jason, but I kept it in.