let me stay gold for a few more years let me watch the sunset for once as a man so why can't i have her love me as a guy i'm sick of your twisted mind games you say that i want control, but in reality YOU are the control freak i'm so tired of keeping sweet just to please you am i wrong for saying that i'll choose another way?
i'm trying' to do to what everybody else is doing i'll fall but i'll grow and live free to be me yet you tell me i'm wrong, wrong well i don't want to be right then
i'm gonna drown you out before i lose my mind i'm turning up the volume of the music that you hate but i love when you speak to me when you spit your venom and hiss when you preach rather walk away from you when it's time, i won't count the last hours of my life - rather be a coward yeah you act so innocent now but you lied so soon -not a damn thing has changed
i'm not your daughter, granddaughter, niece, female cousin i'm not your daughter, granddaughter, niece, female cousin
i'm your son, grandson,nephew, male cousin
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nightmares of a transgender female to male
Şiirmy journey of shedding my female body playing my life like a stack of cards my unfulfilled hopes my charred past, my extinguished future reborn into a man