Living is bizarre but what else could it be? It can be spent living in sorrow, living in mourn, living in anything but in all living is only living...
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Dedicated to:brooklynbeckham20 because you urged me to update again the night I updated.It wasn't right away but here is the update for you!! I am glad you are getting into it and thanks for joining me in the journey of writing this book!!! Love You!!
This song is just a song that has been on my mind today. I don't know if it is relevant to but it is in the playlist as well. The picture is later in the day when he is in the car with Reece. BTW was that okay to bring Reece in like that? Because I don't know.
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Chapter Eleven.
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Drew's POV
Bereavement is normal after a death. This is the grief that follows the loss of someone or something to which a bond was formed.
Or in my terms I lost Austin. He was my best friend and I can never ever bring him back.
Denial is the first stage. The person believes a mistake has been made. Information about the illness or injury is not comprehended. The person cannot deal with any problem or decision about the illness or injury. This stage can last for a few hours, days, or longer.
That started right after I came home from the hospital. I thought none of it happened to me. I didn't think any of it happened and if I would go to Austin's house he would be there.
Anger is the second stage. They envy and resent those who have life and health. Family, friends, and the health care team are usually targets of anger. They blame others; fault is found with the people the person loves and needs the most.
I do have anger but I don't know if I actually blame someone else. I know the whole thing is my fault. I don't believe I have once blamed it on someone else.
Bargaining is the third stage. The person thinks they have a bargain with God and/or someone else and depend on them. They want this person to be relied on what and when they can die from.
I haven't bargained with anyone. Why would God have this happen to me if I really was on his side?Why would he want this for me? For anyone?
Depression is the fourth stage .There is mourning over things that have been lost and future loss of life. The person may cry or say little. Sometimes the person will talk about things and people that will be left behind.
Fuck just what I have been waiting to read. Do I really have depression...I know I ask that to myself a lot but do I? I don't talk nor cry so I can't be showing it to anyone. Am I?
Acceptance of death is the fifth and final stage. The person is calm and at peace. The person has said what needs to be said. The person is ready to accept death. A person may be in this stage for many months or years.
