Living is bizarre but what else could it be? It can be spent living in sorrow, living in mourn, living in anything but in all living is only living...
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This song gives me some memories from my 8th grade year and now almost going into 12th I feel old. This chapter is going to be a little different since it is skipping a couple of weeks and I really hope you like it.
Chapter Seventeen.
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Drew's POV
It's been a couple of weeks since I last interacted with Violet. I have been trying to avoid her lately. I am not ready. I am not ready to be happy quite yet and actually want a friend again. Just thinking about this whole entire thing of getting to know her almost makes me burst. I feel panicked whenever Austin, Levi or Nate talk to me. I feel like I won't do anything positive so I don't do anything to them. I don't type to them. I just nod or shake my head. They haven't made me smile yet and whenever I think I would in the past it brings me to the time I smiled at Violet.
The memories I have with her might be slowly fading away since I try to not think about her. I haven't been to one of the meetings ever since and when anyone of the guys ask me about it I just shrug. They can't and won't know about me not wanting to go. The reason for it.
I pull the scratchy hotel blankets away from my body and stretch as I get up. Austin is still sleeping on the other side of the bed and I can hear his very faint snores.
I thought that all of them were asleep but then I hear Levi say, "so going to the the Warner Brothers making of Harry Potter with us today? I heard it's amazing. Probably going to be worth a seven hour tour."
I scratch my ear and rub my bed hair. I look at him. I shrug but then shake my head. As much as I love harry Potter I just don't feel it.
"Oh come on. Aren't you a big Harry Potter fan? I see your night shirt," Levi points to my T-shirt I am wearing. It is a little small but I used to love wearing it so I just kept it. I pull it down a little so that my bare back or stomach wasn't showing.
I nod and then shrug again.
Austin rolls over and then says in a very bad morning voice, "dude just go with us today. It's better than loping around here all day and you get to see some pretty awesome stuff."
"Yeah you never know..." Levi was going to say something but then Nate went from lying on his back to his stomach and groaned.
"Oh my gosh can you guys be any louder?"
Austin rubs at his eyes and chuckles. He grabs his pillow from his head and gets himself up. He throws the pillow at Nate's head and it nails him hard.
"Ow!!" Nate yells as he gets up, "what was that for?"
"Hey at least I was quiet about it," Austin jokes. Levi laughs with him and Nate rubs his head. He has a very big disapproval emotion to his face. He gets up fully and walks to the restroom.
