We Broke Up | Jungkook

04

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"h-haena?" hyemin stammered, looking at me with eyes widened and all eyes are also averted on me, "why are you here?"

does she think i'm here playing around with idols?

"i'mㅡ"

"you guys knew each other?" rapmon asked, looking at hyemin then at me.

"yes, they're my classmates," i replied, and rapmon nodded. and they're armys too, wow.

"ahㅡi'm sorry for not introducing myself. my name is lee hyemin and i'm a new trainee here," she bowed 90 degrees and bts did the same.

"it's nice meeting all of you, my name is ahn hongseok and i'm also a trainee here as well," hongseok, the irritating guy in my class, surprisingly became a trainee too. daebak.

after we've all done with the greetings, hyemin and hongseok both went outside the practice room because it's time for them to rest since they've been practicing hard until now.

as hyemin walked forward, she stopped and eyed me for a second ㅡ probably telling me to report her about all these shits that happened.

i smiled awkwardly at her and she tapped my shoulder many times. it isn't a normal tap; i felt like all of my bones were broken.

ahh really, i need to think of a way to deal with her later on. she's probably thinking that i'm a bad friend, staying with her idols without telling her.

"well then guys, you all should rest. you won't be busy tomorrow, so get as much rest as you want," i told them and they all nodded, walking to another direction which consisted of their sleeping rooms and the staffs' too.

i hesitantly went inside the practice room and turned the lights on. i love this smell, i love the way it looks, i love this feeling. i just love it. i miss my trainee days ㅡ so, so bad.

it's been a long time since i dance or sing, so i walked to the speakers table and inserted my phone. i feel like dancing again, and if i can, i want to sing too but my throat isn't in a good condition.

i started to play aoa's miniskirt and danced to the song. i saw j-hope, jimin and jungkook dancing to this song on weekly idol and they slayed.

i kept dancing, looking at myself in the mirror as i remembered the day i failed the monthly evaluation.

"your expression isn't good, and i don't know why, watching you as you dance makes me feel like you don't dance with your heart. it's like you're being monitored or forced to dance."

i think what he said is right. i don't know how to dance freestyle, i only learn from the others' choreographies and danced exactly like them. if a song was to be played for me to dance randomly, i wouldn't be able to do it.

i'm not good with freestyle, but to be honest, i really really love dancing and singing. i would be totally lying if i say that my heart doesn't feel anything as i sing or dance.

i can feel the vibe, but the others think i don't. and this is the worst thing ever.

i traveled back to reality and continued dancing until the song ended. then the next song appeared – girl's day's something.

ahh, jungkook also danced to this song on weekly idol.

i really can't dance the first part, it's too sexy and i'm ashamed of myself since i'm not good with expression.