Times Up

Crimson Scarlet Noir

Depression isn't just an emotion it's a state of living. Depression is when time is at it's worst, you can't be angry you can't just be sad, with depression you just don't feel anything except emptiness, worse than loneliness, it's not like you want comfort or to be left alone you don't want to be anywhere, you feel absolutely nothing about everything, the things you loved are just there, not helping just making things worse. Depression is the state when you feel everyone has left you, but it's not like loneliness because then you feel like it's just you, but depression, everyone has left, everyone, even you, it's like your soul is slowly seeping out of you, all your joy and pleasure gone. You just go on with life like there is no life, just nothing, the world has turned bleak and unamusing. You can't feel, you can't care you can't live. Some people ignore everything and everyone during depression, some bury themselves in work, trying to find something that they can care enough about to help them run from their depression but you can't run, can't just wait for it to pass like the flu. People with depression are in a constant battle between giving up or to keep trying to fight their problems and get over what has happened to them. But the problem is now to them their entire life is their biggest problem, everything around them has worn them down to the bone and now it's just them. So when your hear about someone suffering from depression you shouldn't think of a weak person who malfunctioned in the emotional section, because the people who are still there with their depression eating away at them are most likely the strongest people you know, because they are battling the problems everyone is facing with the world plus the darkness inside of their own minds. They aren't hopeless, just a little lost, and each and every one of them can be saved, can have an actual felling back inside of them, maybe even happiness, they just need a little help with finding something powerful enough to them to complete them, to fill the void that has been forming inside of them.

Crimson had been fighting depression, she had realised her happy place was saving others, making them  safe. Sophie was her mission, to make her safe, she had failed, Crimson could clearly feel the void inside her, she had failed, was a failure, Olivia (Human adoptive mother) was right, she wasn't worth it. When Keefe had told her the news she was blank you couldn't tell her emotion, Sophie was gone, but it wasn't over, Jolie had returned, they were having a party in her honor, but to Crimson she wasn't worth the celebration, just the last gift Sophie gave the world.

Crimson Scarlet Noir had returned to the broken little girl she was before and this time she didn't think anything could save her. 

THERE! DONE! YAY! OR NOT YAY! SOMTHING! Oh Ps: Dedication is for being in Team Loners!